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Okay, I'm feeling a little better than I did yesterday because I GOT MY FREAKIN' DVD BURNER W00T W00T!!!!1!!11!!111~~ I am in Nerdvana!!!

LET T3H 4W3$OME 1337 D\\/D R|PP1N6 C0/\\/\\/\\/\\ENC3!!!11~~~
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tristen:
heh, R|pp 7#0s3 D\/D's /\/\ut#@fuk@
emily_m:
We had a lot of fun at bowling. You should come next time!
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*edited for privacy*

You are the only friends I have now. SG is the only place I can go to get away from my nightmare. This is not good.

Ah, shit. I missed the SGDFW event tonight. Damn. I ought to be doing that, meeting new people.

So lonely. So lonely.
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fallfromgrace:
Same boat as me, sort of.

I just have no time.

You're right though, you need to find new friends. Which I think is the hardest thing to do. After High school, the whole "making friends" thing becomes really hard. I wouldn't even have the roommates I do if it wasn't for church. My two best friends live 1400 and 600 miles away. 90% of the people I talk to are online friends, which only goes so far.

Yeah, I had erections as early as 6, pubes by 8-9, and I probably could have ejaculated by 11. Didn't master the art of wanking it till I was 17 though, and at first it wad extremely hard to do.
fallfromgrace:
Oh, and I have you beat on stats!!!


....

I can solve the rubik's in 2 minutes. best time ever was 1 minute 20 sec. That's a 3x3. 2x2 is around 45 sec, while a 4x4 is 45 minutes. Bugger's are tricky. I have yet to solve the 5x5.

But I've only owned 2 4x4's and the both broke on the 5th solve. My 5x5 broke too.
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Dumb fucking assholes at work.

That's all I have to say.
tristen:
the erp :X was for working 3rd shift... it sux...

as for Dumbfuckingassholesatwork... try not to let them get to you, they are everywhere... and if they do get to you... I have some 'friends' i can recommend... they are very thourough... do you have a particular bridge or cliff you like wink
fallfromgrace:
Yeah it is.

Which is why I really hate that part of me.

The lines of thinking go like this:

"Am I ever going to get married?"
"Who could ever possibly like me?"
"Is this loneliness all I'm going to know for the rest of my life?"

Invaribly, despite however much I try to fight it, from deep within the dark recesses of my mind, in a region the bible calls "the old man" and "the flesh", a voice answers these questions with lies of his own:

"NO!"
"Absolutely no one!"
"Yes, it will!"

And I end up believing the lie.

It's hard to fight alone. Since I have no time for church, no time for friends, and I'm usually too tired to do much devotions, I lose ground.

Which is why I want my debt gone, because I hate that part of me, with its defeatist and pessimistic inclinations, and I hate how it makes me feel. But I can't fight it if I'm working far to hard and far too late at night, and I can't change it either.

My faith in Christ ultimately suffers in order to pay my debt, and I rue that. But I still believe.
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6:30 am. Just got back from saying "Can I take your order?" all night. Yes, I have a McJob. Or would that be a JobInTheBox?

However, just yesterday I got a call from the tech/temp agency. Maybe I have another job coming, even a temporary one. Goody.
zephyra:
wow, you get off of work that late?! eeek
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Starting at JackintheCrack again tomorrow. I'm going to work evenings/graveyards for 7.50 an hour. Yuck.
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fallfromgrace:
Yeah, you're right, some of it does mean a damn.

Thanks for being a great friend. smile
tristen:
erp:X
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I

am

too

darn

tired
birdie_:
Actually I was hoping for a storm that closed my University for nearly an entire week and made me work extra hours and have me prepare with rations and water for a storm that was supposed to be the biggest thing to hit Jacksonville EVER. I instead got off light while most other parts of the city were damaged and lots of people were left without power.
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Being single sucks. I'm lonely. The fact that I only have one friend doesn't help.

Where do you meet people?

7:01 pm: Oh dude! My brother (who lives out of state) just called to say he wants to send me a DVD burner! Sweet! I'm gonna have fun with this.
tristen:
blarg... girls (or lack thereof) can be a big pain
tristen:
yeah... but i loved her so much... so completely... that it didnt matter. stupid isnt it...
blarg
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Do you like my new Avatar?

HAHAHA!!!!
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emily_m:
Hey, could you go to bowling on the 12th? I'm thinking of making an event. Must. have. bowling...
birdie_:
That Avatar brings me back to 1987.
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Ooh, 2-girls-a-day continues!!! biggrin love

biggrin love biggrin love biggrin love biggrin love biggrin love biggrin love

smile frown whatever confused mad biggrin surreal tongue love shocked eeek wink

blush kiss blackeyed puke skull robot ooo aaa miao!! oink EL SUICIDO LOCO ARRR!!! :tuffy:
birdie_:
Thank you so much for appreciating it. I thought no one was noticing all my comments are in haiku. Your reward is a drunken Haiku

Man named Hylian
He's living the Zelda dream
and I envy him
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Zzzzzzzzzzz.

Woke up today to the sweet, melodious clang of heavy machinery doing work on the street. Meh. I was oversleeping anyway.

I have accomplished nothing at all today. Ha! In your face, productivity! Just sat around playing Ultima VI. No wait, I did go to kenpo, so I guess I learned something. But that's the only thing of value that I did. I swear....
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tristen:
you did nothing except gaming and martial arts...
youbastard, wish i could do that...

oh, and as for your post... you must mistake me for someone with confidence...
ian0rz:
but i don't smoke :o
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We-e-ell, I finally got the piranhas back through the dimensional gateway from whence they came, and Snoop Dogg is pleased with my apperance in his video. So yesterday didn't turn out to be so bad after all. wink

After kenpo, we had a movie night at my sister's house. Watched Kill Bill vol. 2, which my sis hadn't seen before. Kickass.

Okay, okay. This game has...
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emily_m:
F-sharp, hahah. tongue Good one.
tristen:
very good, well since you figured it out without a moment's pause then i shall answer your question

I only have 4 classes this semester but im going 5 days a week whatever
Survey of English Literature 206
Microeconomics 142
Western Civ 101
Foriegn Lang: Russian 101


we thank you for playing our coded message game and promise to make it more difficult in the future biggrin
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Hm. I just watched a thread get deleted. I commented on it, then refreshed later -- and it says "The thread you requested does not exist." eeek

Dinner tonight, prepared by me:
Chicken breast strips with onions and mushrooms.
Corn sauteed with minced garlic and onions.

I really have nothing interesting to say. Please feel free to fill in the blanks with a fictional account of...
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zephyra:
didn't you record that rap video with snoop dogg today?
wink
yeah, somebody didn't like your thread if it got deleted. sorry.
fallfromgrace:
I'm taking general studies probably, for starters. Still not sure what I'm going to do for my academic career, whether it's going to be social work or pharmacy. I've had people tell me that pharmacy is a stressful job, and the coursework is HARD, but it does pay 70k a year.

then again, social work can pay 40k, probably is more stressful though if I actually care about the people I'm doing social work for.

Also, I can live off of 17k a year, proven fact. so having a nice job really isn't so important for ME (although I'm sure I'll need one to get a wife).

Lately I'm thinking about getting both a social work degree and finishing my bachelors/getting my masters in Theology. I already started down that road, and it'd be easy to finish it. I could have both degrees and be able to find work easier, having the option of both the secular and the sacred.