coffee brewing. cigarette #2. rhys' alarm just went off, and was promptly turned off. in a few minutes, i'll start the long and brutal process of trying to get him out of bed on time for work. this being one of my duties as a "domestic partner". i promised i'd do the dishes today, on a similar note. if i don't, rhys is going to...
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this is the day of me updating a million times.
my poncho is upset because there are goings-on outside and he isn't tall enough to open the door. so he is whining. and jumping up, trying to reach the knob. it's cute. kinda. but also kind of annoying.
and yes, i am completly certain that my chihuahua would indeed figure out how to open the...
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my poncho is upset because there are goings-on outside and he isn't tall enough to open the door. so he is whining. and jumping up, trying to reach the knob. it's cute. kinda. but also kind of annoying.
and yes, i am completly certain that my chihuahua would indeed figure out how to open the...
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argentumblack:
why can't you live closer....i like to peak in windows 
As for the self perspective it does help to have friends that say....man...u have changed from the way you were a year ago....otherwise much like yourself i probably would have never noticed.
and whats wrong with mexican radio?
As for the self perspective it does help to have friends that say....man...u have changed from the way you were a year ago....otherwise much like yourself i probably would have never noticed.
and whats wrong with mexican radio?
yuriel:
awh :o
how adorable
hehe i hope youre wish comes true hon
i still wanan get the hell outta podunk and like just be able to relax enjoy nice friendly company and like other cool stuff
lol xsilverx!
how adorable
hehe i hope youre wish comes true hon
i still wanan get the hell outta podunk and like just be able to relax enjoy nice friendly company and like other cool stuff
lol xsilverx!
coffee. cigarettes. lou reed.
feeling better today.
laundery. shower. more laundery.
in the works. after one more smoke. one more cup of coffee. one more song.
they haven't beaten me yet. and i've been feeling like some of the fight is coming back in me.
"when you're lookin' through the eyes of hate..."
-Hyena.
feeling better today.
laundery. shower. more laundery.
in the works. after one more smoke. one more cup of coffee. one more song.
they haven't beaten me yet. and i've been feeling like some of the fight is coming back in me.
"when you're lookin' through the eyes of hate..."
-Hyena.
abadinfluence:
I read that as coffee, cigarettes and lol weed.
I suck.
I suck.
i just slept for about 24 hours. well, i took a couple of two hour breaks in between. but mostly, i slept.
hell, i must have needed it.
so now here i am, back in the land of the living. first order of business: coffee.
hell, i must have needed it.
so now here i am, back in the land of the living. first order of business: coffee.
deceptiviewfilm:
hmm.what if u had no coffee.
heresy2007:
Yo,
So you got your BFA too huh? right on, congrats. If you have any work, you should post it in the printmaking group, I'd be down with checking it out.
So you got your BFA too huh? right on, congrats. If you have any work, you should post it in the printmaking group, I'd be down with checking it out.
just woke up. no coffee yet. rhys left the window open yesterday and so the mexicans woke me up at noon. had some crappy gas station coffee cake that the attendant warned me was too sweet. but did i listen? nooooope. so now my mouth tastes like. yucky sweetness. and i can't make it go away. gonna work up the energy to make myself some...
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yuriel:
hey you....
you need to like erm
not bolt from chat the moment you join :x
hehe
you need to like erm
not bolt from chat the moment you join :x
hehe
yuriel:
ah there you are!
it's way too early for me to be up and about. but. i left work early last night. just decided that i couldn't deal with it. i can't really explain the feeling. just jumpy. agitated. feeling like my head was going too fast and my body was moving in slow motion. just. twitchy. strung too tightly, like i was going to snap. so i left....
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heresy2007:
You are invited to join the new Printmaking Group. See you there maybe?
uncognitive:
Yeah, I've been staying up way past my bedtime recently, which has really thrown off my sleep schedule.
Hopefully things with you are a bit less tightly wound.
Sinister and aggressive sounds like a good combination, though.
Hopefully things with you are a bit less tightly wound.
Sinister and aggressive sounds like a good combination, though.
i wrote a lot. wrote my fucking heart out. but i deleted it. accidentally.
a damned shame, too. because i had a lot to say. and now i can't put two and two together. however, it was really for the best, i say. everyone's better off without my cryptic ramblings and extended metaphors. trust me on this one.
and i'm feeling oh so metaphorical tonight....
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a damned shame, too. because i had a lot to say. and now i can't put two and two together. however, it was really for the best, i say. everyone's better off without my cryptic ramblings and extended metaphors. trust me on this one.
and i'm feeling oh so metaphorical tonight....
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daem:
i love that feeling after you write everyting you got and you are completely drained of everything. emotional exaustion. the marathon of old, where he ran from marathon pass to athens to yell NIKE and drop dead. Exactly like that. much love.
ps thanks for the advice, i'm gonna go for it and pray for the best cuz god knows im due for something good about now.
ps thanks for the advice, i'm gonna go for it and pray for the best cuz god knows im due for something good about now.
yuriel:
a damned shame indeed
psst
oh yeah and erm you rock teh casbah
psst
oh yeah and erm you rock teh casbah
oh boy.
well. gonna suck down some coffee and ride off through the rain to the place that i call work. but. i'm not feeling so terrible anymore. in fact. i'm feeling much better.
can't explain it. heh. not without sounding like a psychopath. but i think i'm going to enjoy this tonight. it'll be a hell of a ride, at least.
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well. gonna suck down some coffee and ride off through the rain to the place that i call work. but. i'm not feeling so terrible anymore. in fact. i'm feeling much better.
can't explain it. heh. not without sounding like a psychopath. but i think i'm going to enjoy this tonight. it'll be a hell of a ride, at least.
here's to my...
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uncognitive:
You have a sinister, psychopathic side?
Hey, mind if I crush out on you even more?
Hey, mind if I crush out on you even more?
abadinfluence:
LOL - why do you think it is there?
And it's a pager ... feel free to leave many many many drunken messages.
And it's a pager ... feel free to leave many many many drunken messages.
listening to leonard cohen. "take this waltz". over and over again. and thinking of mel. and jules. and dancing in my head. all three of us. somewhere like venice. we three. in the streets. and they're empty except for us. buildings crumbling. wet and cold this time of year. canals black and poisonous. but. lovely. you know. in that poetic, tragic way that all the...
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uncognitive:
Wow, you're even more antisocial than me? That does inspire some awe, that's for sure.
At least were now back to being antisocial misanthropes in that "lots-o-babble" kinda way.
At least were now back to being antisocial misanthropes in that "lots-o-babble" kinda way.
daem:
i've sat here staring at my screen for a good while thinking of something to write. i can sum it up in the words "i know how you feel." and I think that's just what i'll do.
update.
still sick.
still cold.
might be showing/selling some prints at an "art fair" type thing. saturday.
still haven't gotten my x-mas schedule cleared up.
still out-of-sorts what with the psyche. although. i think i'm in a manic swing right now. which is good. or at least better than the alternative.
still dreading having to work all weekend. or. at all.
still missing mel.
still...
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still sick.
still cold.
might be showing/selling some prints at an "art fair" type thing. saturday.
still haven't gotten my x-mas schedule cleared up.
still out-of-sorts what with the psyche. although. i think i'm in a manic swing right now. which is good. or at least better than the alternative.
still dreading having to work all weekend. or. at all.
still missing mel.
still...
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daem:
hey ill try to write more later but i am alive...yea so ill be back sometime to actually post where i've been. <3333
uncognitive:
Drink lots of liquid (water and juice, not whiskey and kerosene), get lots of sleep.
Sorry to hear you're not feeling out of the rut you don't want to be in, but being sick makes everything worse.
You should convince your significant other (that lucky bastard) to adopt your sleep schedule. Nocturnal for life, baby.
Good luck with the art fair. Remind me to become wealthy so I can become your mysterious art patron, but then I'd need to but a monocle.
Much love in your direction, as always.
Sorry to hear you're not feeling out of the rut you don't want to be in, but being sick makes everything worse.
You should convince your significant other (that lucky bastard) to adopt your sleep schedule. Nocturnal for life, baby.
Good luck with the art fair. Remind me to become wealthy so I can become your mysterious art patron, but then I'd need to but a monocle.
Much love in your direction, as always.
And hey, you missed a golden opportunity to get new dishes.
I'm sure that someone could rake in a profit being the Stripper For Sci-Fi Nerds, but then again, those Imperial Stormtrooper costumes aren't exactly cheap.
Not that I've priced them or anything. Really.
Congrats on the studio space. Hopefully you can work out a more reliable way to commute there.
Uh yeah, remind me to become more interesting.