hyenahell

this is the day of me updating a million times.

my poncho is upset because there are goings-on outside and he isn't tall enough to open the door. so he is whining. and jumping up, trying to reach the knob. it's cute. kinda. but also kind of annoying.

and yes, i am completly certain that my chihuahua would indeed figure out how to open the door if he could only reach that far.

anyway.

took a shower, feeling a little less like a waste of space. and i found some hidden clean pants, so i don't have to walk around naked while doing my laundery. note to self: buy some curtains so i can walk around naked while doing laundery without coming face to face with one of the workers next door. they are never going to finish that fucking house. they'll be there forever. hammering. sanding. drilling. listening to mexican radio. loudly. for eternity.

been feeling better as of late. but oddly so. not quite right, and i wouldn't call it happy or content. but at least i have a bit more energy. a little more fight to me. don't feel so... beaten to fuck, i suppose. which is good.

bought tickets to fly home. 13 days. i can't wait. i'm going to be gone a little over two weeks. i wish it was more, but i think it will be a good little break. at least long enough for me to get my head screwed on. something to look forward to, at least.

supposed to go today and look at studio space. don't know if i want to rent it, already without having seen it. it's only 40 dollars a month, which is fucking excellent. but it's kind of far away from my house. hmmm. we'll see. the lease is only through june, so it's not that much of a commitment. i'm just not sure i'm ready for any kind of commitment. and it's a smaller space. but. i'm going to look at it anyway.

so that's what i'm doing today. that and laundery. and a bit of cleaning up around the house. hum. ho. hum.

-Hyena.