hyenahell

updating again because i am bored. i need to stay up until at least 10 am so i can make some phone calls and get a couple of appointments scheduled. (it sucks not being awake during normal business hours!)

this is shit i needed to have done several months ago. there are a lot of things like this that have been piling up all summer. i just don't seem to have the energy or the willpower to put forth even the smallest amount of effort to get shit done. it's fucking sad.

i can't even pick up a fucking phone lately. i've always hated the phone, but recently it's been developing into almost a phobia. i can't even call my parents, or my best friend; let alone pick up the phone to ask folks to hang out, or god forbid order take-out, or even worse- make a doctor's appointment.

it sounds ridiculous, yeah. i know.

fuck. anyway...
here i sit, trying to muster up enough guts to call the diagnostics place, my gynocologist, and the vet. i'm betting one of the three things will actually get done. let's hope it's the vet... i care about my dog far more than finding out what the fuck's wrong with me.

cheers.
-Hyena.