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hyenahell

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Monday Jun 23, 2003

Jun 23, 2003
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i think that if i could, i would like to sleep forever.

i had some kind of suicidegirls-related dream. there was an SG magazine. and a contest of some sort. the only "real" SG's i remember from the dream were Voltaire and NIc. somehow, it was also about art. or at least my lack of any productive work to that effect. i've been in this horrible rut where i can't work. or haven't worked. just don't feel it. so this carried over to the dream. i remember a motif of lime green and blood red. an image i can't quite call back from memory. an overbearingly urgent sense.

so. then.
it is ten o'clock in the morning; i wish i could go back to sleep. not really for the dreaming... but for those moments right before falling asleep, or right after waking up... when your bed is the most comfortable place in the world, and your mind is hazy, drifting.

in any case. my family leaves tomorrow. i will write more then. looks like i am going to start working again. i am hoping, as in about a week i am going to have to pay rent... somehow.
skull blackeyed skull
-Hyena.
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jcup:
I feel you on the sleep thing... except I feel i'm never really sleeping. I just need to sleep and would be happy with just a real good 8hrs. no dreaming or startled awake. Anyways, I love that you love chokin victim. That is some real hate music. I use to listen to that album everyday I lived in Vegas. I fuckin hated the place and the people. Sorry this is so long. good luck on work.
Jun 23, 2003
lostomen:
id like to sleep forever as well, save a few days though for some...kinda..somethin' fun.

I had a crazy artsy type dream about this site as well.
Had to do with photoshop and some kind of contest. i dont recall too much of it. I have trouble recalling dreams unless they suddenly awake me. I just had one actually. It's nine in the morning here and I wish I could go back to sleep for the same reasons you do.

Good day to ye Cap'n.
Jun 24, 2003

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