hyenahell

i feel silly today, and in a good mood. no reason.

last night i was feeling the utmost rotten. i suspect soon i will start bleeding from the cunt. i certainly hope so, because i've had it up to about fucking here (imagine i am pointing to my forehead) with the premenstral mood swings. the worst is knowing i am sad/angry/suicidal/etc. simply because of hormonal imbalances, and can do nothing to control it, which makes me even more sad/angry/suicidal/etc.

oh, that's right. i said "bleeding from the cunt".

i've got almost all of my X-mas shopping done, or at least planned out. but i have no idea what i should get Rhys' parents. it's not that they don't have any discernable hobbies or personalities. oh no. it's worse. the hobbies are shit like traveling to the Golopogas Islands to scuba dive (Rhys' old man) and building houses and buying stuff for people (Rhys' Ma). i mean, what do you get those people?!?

and the worst part is i know they'll probably drop more money on me this X-mas than my own parents. and i can't tell them not to get me anything. oh no. that does not fly. this makes me sad, and makes me feel like a charity case/ingrate/etc. marrying into (or at least shacking up with) money has it's down sides, folks.

i think i'll probably draw them something. possibly dogs. because that's the only thing i can think of.

anyway. thanks, everyone, who took time to write out a favorite holiday memory. for those of you who just grumbled "meh i hate christmas waaaaah"... i say . except for melvina. who has a reason.

and none of you are any help with the houseplants. so . except, again, melvina. i suppose that's why she's my very bestest, most favorite, most wonderful and hottest friend EVAR, yes indeed.

and i get to see her in JUST 8 DAYS!!!

i can't wait.

love. all.
-Hyena.