hyenahell

talk to me
pontchartrain's mom

Im very sorry for your loss, I have to some extent been there myself, I dont pray as much as should but I will remember you and her family when I do.

Yeah, fuck that "so what are you really going to do with your life" shit.

I'd sooner you not disappear and die, but other than that, it's best for everyone to find their own path in life. Support and advice helps, but not that condescending "you're not doing something worthwhile" crap.

Anyway. Yeah, snow. I've never lived anywhere where it hasn't snowed a lot every winter, but the lack of snow might be a major factor if I ever decide to move. It is funny to see how different locales react to snow. What's nothing major in NYC is some huge disaster in Alabama, for example. But then again, I don't live where it's not a big deal to measure weekly snowfall in feet.

But hey, nice to see you back.

Sweetheart aren't you bitter everyday? Or is today more so bitter? i know my jaw has been hurting from clenched teeth lately. Being bitter makes the sweet things in life taste that much sweeter.

WELL...you certainly have something to say. Tell me how you really feel. I am interested in you because you are from the city. I'm from 'Bama area and have spent a lot of time in N'awlins. I've never heard voodoo called vodun. I have SEVEN dogs, four cats, two ball pythons, one rat, one guinea pig, and one 7 foot long red tailed boa. My animals' names are: Belle, Sangha, Ashoka, Jambalaya, Pontchartrain, Fallon, Cadence, Solstice, Nuage, Chet, Afton, Stradivarius, Asana, Cascade, Daedalus, and Duke. I've been in Idaho for 10 years. see ya bye

i am official jealous of your pink leather jacket....

I am currently sudying special effects make-up and animatronics...where i really want to work is at Kern in NOLA...buti just sent out my resume and cover letter....so hopefully i can get an interview...and hopefully i can finish up some loose projects and hopefully get a job there...who knows...

and your not allowed to bitch about the cold there is snow on the ground here......yuck

it does suck when you live as far south as we do and its still colder than shit heh

is that a pink leather jacket? if so I envy you....

I have no idea what you are doing in school. But best of luck. And if it has anything to do with writing, I don't think you need it. You are one of perhaps only 2 or 3 people on here that I've ever truly enjoyed the literary aspect of your journal entries.

If it's any consolation dear, Ronaldo from AT&T called me once asking me to switch my long distance, and i scramed "DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" at the top of my lungs into his ear. If people want to be fuckin idiots they deserve what they got commin to em. And now that the guy things you are a badass hell probably come back and tip you. God knows i would.

As for the looks thing: i completely agree. If i'm with someone and they decide to slack off on hygeine, more fuckin power to em, cuz i do the same thing. I dont shave unless i have to, and in fact at one time i had a full fuckin beard. Very emo lookin or some shit. Of course i have to be able to look at them without cringing, but that is pretty easy for me to do. As long as they have something that makes my sick heart go pitter patter. And if they get fat, well shit i can get fat with em and we can have fat person sex! Well fatter than i am already, but whos keepin score

going postal on drunks in new orleans as a bartender is normal, it'sok

i ditto that. life

I know how you feel. I either flip out on people and start fights or some shit, or i drink it away. Not much productive can come of it now. I dunno maybe you can incorportate it into art somehow. Channeling it will probably keep you alive a bit longer . You alive = me happy.

i think the new one is amazing, but most people don't seem to think so. its different, but i like it a lot... its more rock and roll than their older stuff. plus, the songs are great live.

when i was still working at my former job. i had to open a great many times. which really sucks ass. getting out of bed was annoying. having to drive to work before the sun comes up is annoying, dealing with backward ass fuckhead customers is annoying, dealing with management is fucking annoying. you know the types. the people who open their mouths and you want to strangle them with a piano wire.

but anyway, the point i was getting at (yes there was one) from where i was, right near the front door. i had a perfect view of the sunrise. and as cheesy as it sounds, that somehow made it worthwhile. because i got to see some spectacular ones.

not sure if this is relevant to what you said. but it made me think of it

I'm keeping this. I will read it over and over. It sounds a lot like poetry in my head. Beautiful poetry. Profound. Nothing I say can really do this justice. But thank you dear.

I seem to be finding more and more reasons for less contact with people. It might be the weather. The damp coolness. This is kinda what it's like in early september back home. Sorry I dont have much to say. I've been more miserabe the last few days than normal. The holidays really bum me out.

Well hello there. You're back, I'm back, we should perhaps exchange pleasantries at some point, if you're still so inclined.

Oh, and I missed the fuck out of you. In case you were wondering.



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What r u eating in your pic it looks good?

50 degrees is when i stop sweating.

As for your hair. Mohawk. Definatly mohawk damn it!

I still gotta plan a time to come visit you, in less than 30 days ill be legal to buy the shit myself! so scotch and a hug is definatly doable.

If you do get a mohawk i will drool like a school girl at you. K maybe i already do but um...this will be more so or something.

Seriously though you'd look even better with one. When I did mine i was 16. My parents didn't talk to me for 2 weeks. I'm still tryin to figure out what i can do to get that peacefulness back. After the hair tattoo needles in my face and politics, it seems nothing can shock them that much anymore =(

and was the thing about Fat Wreck coinciding with Against Me's new album put out?