ug. i slept too much last night and now my whole body hurts. i think i'm finally cuaght up from the weekend, though.
skipping class today. supposed to be talking about faulkner's "a rose for emily". i was less than enthused, and tired when i woke up at 6, so i went back to bed. unfortunately now i have to do double homework tonight because...
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skipping class today. supposed to be talking about faulkner's "a rose for emily". i was less than enthused, and tired when i woke up at 6, so i went back to bed. unfortunately now i have to do double homework tonight because...
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my brother knows exactly what song he wants played at his wedding. not that marriage looms decisively in his imminent future. it's just something he knows, like a favorite color or food. maybe it's his way of asserting some kind of control over uncertainty. as if, somehow, by supplying this constant to an event in the distant future- an event that probably will occur, but...
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texas:
we will get there at some point 
i like new orleans.
i like new orleans.
sandwillow:
Hyena, I'm an idiot. I thought I was clicking to look at your profile, but I accidentally removed you from my friends list. 
work last night went by at about normal speed... not fast, not dragging... just work. a few of my regulars came in, but otherwise it was folks i'd never seen before. odd. had a couple of sincere conversations, only had to make one bloody mary, and was outta there by two-thirty. hell, could be worse.
working for your weekend,
-Hyena.
working for your weekend,
-Hyena.
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joshof13thfloor:
Hello again.
Thank you for the kind words in my journal. You wrote that your empathy toward what I had been feeling was ill-expressed but I thought it was rather well expressed in that any such display of charity is a woderful thing.
I hope you get yourself checked out soon, i'm sure it will most likely turn out to be nothing.
It was nice meeting you and talking.
Peace.
-Josh
Thank you for the kind words in my journal. You wrote that your empathy toward what I had been feeling was ill-expressed but I thought it was rather well expressed in that any such display of charity is a woderful thing.
I hope you get yourself checked out soon, i'm sure it will most likely turn out to be nothing.
It was nice meeting you and talking.
Peace.
-Josh
daem:
Hey speaking of lyrics, have you heard the new LoC demo? It's pretty fucking good. If not, I'll send it to you, or burn it onto a CD and mail it even though you never did send me mine. One of these days I figure you will.
Do you dislike making bloody marries?
Do you dislike making bloody marries?
more fucking papers... work ... fuck the weekend.
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librarian:
Ha ha ha. Unless I am posing for the camera, I am always photographed that way. My friend's recent wedding was a terrible reminder. Photographers everywhere. And desserts.
Art school didn't make me hate art, but it sure made me hate art people.
Photographers everywhere. And desserts.
Art school didn't make me hate art, but it sure made me hate art people.
knine:
holy shit you are back, i have been so busy with the store I havent had much time to check. Well i am glad you are back and by the way did you ever get my email?
listening to magnetic fields, "69 love songs", disc 3. makes me miss my friends from art school. we listened to this c.d. when we were working on our final book arts project, like, three nights in a row. there were a handful of us that had been in printmaking together for three or four years, and we were all graduating. those were good times... staying...
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well, four hours of sleep ain't bad...
up early, since i gotta write the rest of a paper that's due today.
i haven't written a paper in... two years? something like that. see, i graduated (well, sort of- they let me walk across the stage) in may. i got my B.F.A. in printmaking, but neglected to fulfill one of the major requirements for receiving...
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up early, since i gotta write the rest of a paper that's due today.
i haven't written a paper in... two years? something like that. see, i graduated (well, sort of- they let me walk across the stage) in may. i got my B.F.A. in printmaking, but neglected to fulfill one of the major requirements for receiving...
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creative_slacker:
Hmmm, I know all about that start and stop degree stuff. Requirements are tedious bullshit; universities will do anything to squeeze more money from you. Education = another capitalist endevour.
As for our friend David Sedaris, Me Talk Pretty One Day was probably THE best read I've had in a long time. If you ever tried to learn French or any foreign language you WILL, I repeat WILL turn blue in the face from laughing. I made the mistake of reading that book in public places -needless to say I received many odd looks.
As for our friend David Sedaris, Me Talk Pretty One Day was probably THE best read I've had in a long time. If you ever tried to learn French or any foreign language you WILL, I repeat WILL turn blue in the face from laughing. I made the mistake of reading that book in public places -needless to say I received many odd looks.
daem:
nah hun no worries. the person who was supposed to show me around backed out. i eneded up not going. i learned once not to go into a strange city alone.
i ate bread and soup yesterday, and didn't get sick. my joy was insurmountable.
then i watched a mick foley DVD, and he was talking about getting his jaw broken repeatedly, and not being able to eat solid foods for months.
months.
i mean, two days of slimfast and ensure have reduced me to a snarling, sniveling wreck of a human being. months? fuck, man....
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then i watched a mick foley DVD, and he was talking about getting his jaw broken repeatedly, and not being able to eat solid foods for months.
months.
i mean, two days of slimfast and ensure have reduced me to a snarling, sniveling wreck of a human being. months? fuck, man....
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daem:
you think if you cant eat solids itd taste good to to grindd the food up into a mush and eat it that way?
I don't want my jaw broken ever =(
I don't want my jaw broken ever =(
tadzi:
sucks about the feelin yucky, but mick is god!
good afternoon, good people.
had to ditch work last night because i made the mistake of trying to eat dinner. i guess i'm going to have to go to the doctor about this.
i miss food.
yours.
hungry, hungry Hyena...
had to ditch work last night because i made the mistake of trying to eat dinner. i guess i'm going to have to go to the doctor about this.
i miss food.
yours.
hungry, hungry Hyena...
black_tar_heroin:
have you seen MYSTERY TRAIN, it is from the director of ghost dog
it is pretty good and really cheap
it is pretty good and really cheap
five-thirty in the morning. couldn't sleep anymore. making coffee, then gonna try for a small breakfast. seems like everytime i eat anything recently, my stomach goes into violent revolt. you'd think that would help me not eat. but no, all it does is help me feel sick all the time. i can drink coffee or alcohol, soda, juice... i can drink, and i feel great....
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tadzi:
5:30 ick
daem:
Yea as in today. I should be there from 5 till sometime tonight when I drive back. It's a spur of the moment trip Ill probably be back in a couple of weeks. If im there at 9 I might go to snake and jakes maybe, even though I don't know what it is or anything. Anyways maybe see you later 
funny thing happened today. see, i don't get my credit card statements. long story, yeah... but to make it short, i was not aware (for however long i've been gone) that i still had access to (read, was paying for) this site. huh. so i get a random email that, at first, i think is spam, saying that my payment couldn't be processed because my...
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daem:
about time i say. i missed you. this mean you are staying aruond for a bit longer?
daem:
P.S. I'm gonna be in new orleans on friday if you still care to hang out with me.
hey guys.
sorry i haven't been hanging around much. still don't have the internet on my laptop, so i've been borrowing the services. *sigh*
bleh came in to see me at work last night, so that was fun. otherwise work has been slower than usual... it'll pick up when school starts, though. (for better or worse)
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sorry i haven't been hanging around much. still don't have the internet on my laptop, so i've been borrowing the services. *sigh*
bleh came in to see me at work last night, so that was fun. otherwise work has been slower than usual... it'll pick up when school starts, though. (for better or worse)
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mattthegoon:
eh...
daem:
You need to come back already. or email me or AIM me or call me or something. Gonna be in New Orleans in a couple weeks.
well. back in new orleans. it's been one week. she died on the solstice, the night before the last new moon of the year. the night after i got the news, mel came over. two dogs showed up at my house- two little twin dogs, with blonde hair. out of nowhere, in the rain, and were gone just as quick. strange. very strange. i keep...
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kudra:
Regardless of what you are seeing as time being wasted, it's obvious that girl was very loved. And she knew it. I'm sure she's watching you giving you ghost hugs. You can see her in dreams.
This is all just my opinion based on the feelings I have about a situation I am in right now. It's how I feel. You guys have an en. You'll see her again.
I hope you are starting to feel a little bit better. I hope your holidays weren't too sad, and that you got to be surrounded by alot of people who knew what you were going through and were very sweet to you.
I keep forcing myself to thank Ezili for the time I got to experience such perfect love. Even though now it is killing me.
This is all just my opinion based on the feelings I have about a situation I am in right now. It's how I feel. You guys have an en. You'll see her again.
I hope you are starting to feel a little bit better. I hope your holidays weren't too sad, and that you got to be surrounded by alot of people who knew what you were going through and were very sweet to you.
I keep forcing myself to thank Ezili for the time I got to experience such perfect love. Even though now it is killing me.
daem:
I've thought about trying to find something contstructive and helpful to say for the last few days. There isn't anything (at least that i can think of). I'm sorry sweetheart. I am sinscerely sorry. 
And you're whole body hurts huh?? *massages her back and shoulders* Any better?