Tuesday Nov 23, 2004

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o.k. update. yeah...

hmmm.

i'll tell you what. if i don't get at least a week off for x-mas... no, scratch that. at least two weeks off. yes. then. i'll go insane.

other than work troubles.

i'm fine. how are you?
yuriel:
been better been worse (lately thats the most positive i can muster myself to get ugh i hate it its turning everyone off/pissing htem off/making them sad frown )
wubs ya bunches hope you get good time off!
EL SUICIDO LOCO
mad love
ugh yer work frown

Tuesday Nov 16, 2004

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in the interest of the poor folks who have been coming to my journal and actually posting during the last few weeks, despite the fact that i have been letting loose a stream of cryptic, vague, whiny bullshit, there will be no cryptic, vague, or whiny bullshit in this entry. if you would like to read a journal entry in which i use way more...
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the_squishy:
Oh and I did end up cutting my hair. I didn't bleach it though. things have been pretty good. I hang out with Painted_Lady now. She's super nice and really opinionated. wink I haven't seen you in chat in a bit so I thought I'd talk to you again and leave a little comment. see ya around.

-Le Squishy miao!!
yuriel:
why the fuck are theyt even OPEN?
who barhops on christmas
well besides us really lonely pathetic sorts with no real close or very few close family members/friends whom nobody really understands
but wed not hold anyone else back
theyd better give you HELLA holiday pay and early leave frown
ugh so sad frown
hey new years
hm i wish i could get down there frown
the bus ride would be mucho expensive....
but if only erin would give me a lift from lafayette instead and someone could set us up and get others out there to meet up
and make it NOT suck this time around
(damnnitt ill make it cool somehow frown )
hehe
go figure tongue
smile
get in chat now tongue
EL SUICIDO LOCO
mad love

Sunday Nov 14, 2004

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hmmm. well. i'm still here. it's just been. hard. harder than usual, these past couple weeks. nothing in paticular, just me i suppose. in any case. i don't know. i don't really want to get into it. but. yeah. i'm okay. no worries. i just wish that things were different.
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fu:
All will be well ... smile
Think of it this way: At least you don't live in Kentucky.
xo take care
melvina:
hey. HEY. I FUCKING LIVE IN KENTUCKY.
wait. ok. not my choice but eh.
the closer to december it gets, the more pressure i feel on my chest and the more i start to panic-
jules was in the apartment this morning, in the dark. her mirror always moves, the one that used to hang by her door- it swings and never stops on the wall, barely. she turned off my hair dryer.

Friday Nov 12, 2004

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i'm cold. and slept on my neck way wrong. and it hurts. just woke up. feel like i was drugged or something. my head is so foggy. i know i had all kinds of crazy dreams last night but i can't temember them. my fingers don't want to type. i need coffee... have to get dressed though. and go... fuck. did i mention it's cold?...
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argentumblack:
I used to get kinks in my neck every morning....the best thing to do is to keep stretching it....it helps. kiss
melvina:
TO PERU.

Thursday Nov 11, 2004

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i just recieved the following junk email:

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present them six. conscious being wonder order quiet broke went full
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days following doctor sound familiar! marry forced smooth evil fathers?
car latter sorry explain holding it right filled...
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sin:
dude i get those allll the time hahaha

i sent you an email smile
argentumblack:
Thats awesome....was it written by a dyslexic german man?

Wednesday Nov 10, 2004

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slc7675:
lately im happy just with the smokes and coffee. probaly has t odo with being married for 7 years and forgetting what sex was like frown

[Edited on Nov 11, 2004 10:13AM]
melvina:
YAY rhys got laid! awww. tell him i'm sorry and that i REALLY tried for his side when i was there.
hehe. kidding, beck. i love you.
and. if those damn things are too big, send them my way. i have some skirts of jules' that might fit you too.
ooo. jules germs. fantastic.

Wednesday Nov 10, 2004

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my coffee pot is broken. anyone who knows me knows that this is indeed a fucking tragedy of the utmost proportions... so. i'm going to go sit in the coffee shop and draw for a couple hours, come back and check my ebay auctions, and then i shall do the journal thing, what with responding and commenting and the like.

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hyenahell:
p.s. here are the skirts i am bidding on... hope i win!





gosifer:
When you do get your pot working, see if you can find Miscela d'Oro coffee in the area. The espresso is amazing, I had it a few times at a cafe in NYC, but can't find it around here. I hear their regular coffee is just as good. I have been drinking Mello Joy and can't complain.

About my journal entry, I was just sort of questioning myself, some of the answers I already knew, some I hope to eventually understand (I guess it's that damn Psych minor itching at my brain). My head has been clear for a while now, so I don't operate on the same frequencies as some of those who I hold dear.

See you on the 20th (Hot Sankes), maybe, and cool skirts.

Saturday Nov 06, 2004

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...

i'll write more later. but yeah, i'm still alive. right now trying to get my shift covered so i can go see the tigerlillies at one eyed jack's. i've got better things to do than work for a living, you know.

much love, y'all.
kiss -Hyena.

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oracle:
love you miss you kiss love ARRR!!!
fu:
still alive? ....AWESOME!
xoxo

Monday Nov 01, 2004

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thanks to everyone who made it out sunday night... smile

what a weird weekend. (not necessarily "good-weird") ... i honestly think i was being tested by some fucking cosmic force. or at least thoroughly fucked with. *sigh* details later. right now it's a little after eight in the morning, i went to bed at four-thirty and can't sleep anymore. grand. fucking grand.

RAWR! go say hi...
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knine:
hey I may come down there in a couple of weeks to just get away from all my crap here, if I do I wanna look you up if thats ok biggrin
yuriel:
*sighs*
im being pushed to the point of sociopathic type madness complete with very nasty immoral bad hated by all people type things by those said forces or whatever drives this universe
fate i hate you.....
*hugs*
glad yall had a nice weekend....
*sighs*
i so wanted to be there too.... alas see i told you nothing ever goes right for me :x
EL SUICIDO LOCO
mad love

Thursday Oct 28, 2004

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MEL IS COMING TO-FUCKING-MORROW!

biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

mayhem, madness, and witchery will commence at 3:11 pm, central u.s. time.

i am SO happy!


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fenris23:
Hi.
daem:
happy halloween. Hope you aer having fun with Mel.

I tried to get halloween off because new orleans is probably a fucking riot on halloween night, but my boss just laughed at me and told me that there was no chance.

Wednesday Oct 27, 2004

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didn't get up this morning until 4:30... which is an improvement on yesterday, when i was up at two a.m. uhg. i hate my fucked up sleep schedule! at least Buffy's on at 6 and 7 am... otherwise my morning would be shit. wink

my poor little boy is still sick from his fleas. but his sores are getting a little better. he's all doped up...
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daem:
Great to hear that you aren't doing shitty.

I wanna come and hang out at the bar just to watch sorority girls go into the men's room. Well not watch but see. Ok , well maybe watch, just a little. wink
argentumblack:
You too love kiss


~`skull`~

(spoooky skull)

Tuesday Oct 26, 2004

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hey all.

sorry i haven't visited journals in a while... my beloved doggie's been sick and that's occupied most of my time/energy/etc. that and work. uhg. but i'll get around to it, i promise. i still love you guys... i just love my poor sick baby more. wink

cheers, and talk to y'all soon!

-Hyena.
uncognitive:
I was wondering where you'd run off to.

I hope your dog feels better soon.

My wife and I assuaged our mutual fears that our senior-age cat will eventually have health issues by deciding that he's actually a vampire cat and will stay young(ish) and beautiful forever.

But give your dog a hug for me and let me know when you're back in action. kiss
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