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Saturday Feb 20, 2010

Feb 20, 2010
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So apparently I've fallen back into my trend of not updating my blog.. even though I think about it several times a day sometimes. I mostly think about updating my blog when I'm at work but that cannot happen for obvious reasons. To try and commit to making a better effort when it comes to my blog I've been thinking about doing something that would force me to update more frequently. For example I recently realized that since I've moved to Seattle I've found a way to be happier than I was the day before, sometimes it is a big thing like "wow my life rocks" or sometimes it is small like "yay new socks" but never the less I've been taking the time to identify the things that make me happy so I think I'll post something that makes me happy once a day.. or at least try smile What prompted this idea, or at least publicizing the idea, was when I recently tweeted this idea and my wonderfully positive (sarcasm) ex-girl-something responded with "sound unsustainable". This girl is a total fucking mess and tries to bring other people down around her, why? I have no fucking clue. So let me be clear I love my life, my family and my friends. I don't try and fake positivity for the sake of being positive, I simply am positive and it makes me happy. So speaking of the ex, Taryn, our friendship ended the other day. Bitch seriously does no know when to keep her fucking mouth shut. This girl is one of the single most judgmental and intolerant people I have ever met. She demonstrated this the other night by thinking it would be a good idea to ditch on open relationships. Bad idea, I will not let anyone practice intolerance, let alone insult me and/or my friends because they are ignorant themselves. Anyway that friendship has now run it's course. (To be clear I am not in an open relationship, but my very close friend is and a girl I'm hanging out with a lot is in an open-marriage)

One other thing probably note-worthy, I've noticed that I often find time in the day to take what I call the perfect breath.. where everything just seems right in the world, time slows and I just breath deeply. You should try it sometime.

Today I am happier than I was yesterday! For example today I am especially thankful for waking up and finding a spent condom wrapper on the ground.
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smythe:
OH, i didn't know Taryn bagged on open relationships. haha. It's always funny when alternative looking people get all judgmental because they are ALWAYS the ones that have to overcome people's preconceived notions the most...awesome.
Feb 20, 2010
aandp:
American Beauty is my most fav movie of ever.
I'll check out that movie, thanks for the recommendation. tongue
Feb 21, 2010

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