hydra

Alright, I know I barely respond right now. It's hard. I'm on some meds and stuff and feeling really out of it most of the time.

Life's sort of screwy right now. I'm torn.

Living at my parents is easy though, but I need a job so bad. I'm waiting for a call from West49. I'm just going to stop by there today and see what's up. I hope I got it. I need it so bad.

I haven't picked up a pencil in a while, I think I might work on it this week. Although I have picked up my guitar.

I started smoking again, but I think I'm going to just end it now. It's gross. but I got really stressed out with the move and the bullshit. I've been at the bar more times than I can count in the last two weeks. It caught up to me and I feel like garb.

I'm on meds and everything and I went from 145 to 127 so I look pretty gross right now. My pants don't fit, I gave a bunch of clothes away.

Life's so tough sometimes, all I can hope for is for the summer to go by fast so I can go back to school and surround myself with my graphics buddies again. I live for the school year.

Anyway, life is sort of a mess and I need a big vaccuum to get it cleaned up again. At least I have a nice place to live.

I miss this place. I promise to come back and give out love more soon. Once I feel up to the challenge.