I just went through a blackout. 24 hours of heat, no light, no hair straightener, no internet. it sort of sucked and got boring...but then i went and saw pirates of the caribbean 2 and that was rad.
then i came home to my parents house. where i was fine.
but i started listening to some music and i started to feel that tug on my heart.
i want nothing but to stay strong, but i'm slowly creeping into a depression.
i just want school to be back. i want to sleep away the whole summer. i hate this whole situation. i want him back and it hurts because i can't have it. but he's so great still, we're awesome friends, but i want to reach out and touch him, kiss him.
i sucks.
i just want to sleep for weeks and weeks on end...
my mood fluctuates too much and i can't handle it.
i think the period is coming.
nobody needs nobody after all.
Just a quick update. I got really emotional last night... I've just got to be strong. I'm quitting my job and finding something more in my area now. I can't go back, I need a complete change-around of my life or I'll be stuck in this cold updraft of sadness I keep feeling on the crack of my ass.
then i came home to my parents house. where i was fine.
but i started listening to some music and i started to feel that tug on my heart.
i want nothing but to stay strong, but i'm slowly creeping into a depression.
i just want school to be back. i want to sleep away the whole summer. i hate this whole situation. i want him back and it hurts because i can't have it. but he's so great still, we're awesome friends, but i want to reach out and touch him, kiss him.
i sucks.
i just want to sleep for weeks and weeks on end...
my mood fluctuates too much and i can't handle it.
i think the period is coming.
nobody needs nobody after all.
Just a quick update. I got really emotional last night... I've just got to be strong. I'm quitting my job and finding something more in my area now. I can't go back, I need a complete change-around of my life or I'll be stuck in this cold updraft of sadness I keep feeling on the crack of my ass.
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it sux now..but time will def heal things and before you know it you won't be sad and it won't hurt anymore. it's hard now and you will have rough days but time will help!
But yeah, take it easy and try to do what you can to keep your mind off of it. People come and go in life, so if you can't keep your mind off him then at least enjoy the pleasant times you shared together. Loved and lost, etc.