Sunday Apr 22, 2007

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things are getting better. I went out to Sacred Heart last night to get my lip pierced, but since I have "nice full lips" the piercer has to order a longer bar. He said it should be in on Fri. I was bummed, but I do want it done right- so it's worth the wait. kiss
ali_bug:
That is sooo good that the guy choose to wait, because lips swell a lot! lol You should have seen when my lips swelled! It made me eat funny! hahaa! Glad to hear things are looking up for you babe! kiss

Tuesday Apr 17, 2007

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I swear, day by day my life becomes more dramatic and complicated than the next. I just want to leave the country and never come back. Not to run away from my life, but to escape it. Maybe one day I will.

Monday Apr 16, 2007

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So I've been hanging out with a new guy lately. It's been good to take my mind off Ben a little. I still miss the hell out of him.
v8dreaming:
good for you!!!

Sunday Apr 15, 2007

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I'm getting sick frown Ben came over last night. I don't think this will ever end.
v8dreaming:
if you don't make it end, it won't. you'll just keep doing the same thing and feeling like crap for it.

Friday Apr 13, 2007

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ok guys- sorry for the depressing posts lately. I just needed to vent. I been stupid about things lately. Anyone have any good news?
v8dreaming:
no problem.
good news? umm.... i'm still alive? i think that's good. haha
v8dreaming:
it's back of a truck that i fucked up today. haha
my last comment wasn't related to the picture though.

Wednesday Apr 11, 2007

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Still really sad. I'm trying to just let him go. He hasn't called since he left Monday afternoon- which is hard, but okay. I haven't called him either. It's really hard knowing you'ld do anything for someone and that they're just not willing to for you.
v8dreaming:
hey, hope you're feeling better.

Sunday Apr 08, 2007

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so he texted me last night on my way home from makos around 3. i called him and he ended up coming down and staying. he's not changing his mind about anything, though. frown love him so much but i am getting over him- i just have to, i can't keep being depressed about it. today does suck though- i'm alone all day-not by my choice....
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v8dreaming:
don't make me stop this car!!!! biggrin
ali_bug:
awww why is he breaking up with you?!?!?! That man is CRAZY!!! you are beautiful and intelligent! I send you hugs and kisses! kiss
i hope your easter is better for you! smile

Saturday Apr 07, 2007

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I'm super frustrated, sad, angry, and just plain disappointed. I thought I had stopped crying, but I just called about that condo and I don't think I'm getting it. My roommate just moved today. And now I'm just alone no boyfriend, no roommate, no place to live in a month. Everything was okay with my now mia ex-boy until he started ignoring me out of...
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v8dreaming:
things will get better.
ali_bug:
Its all gonna come together... i believe it will for you babe! smile
HAPPY EASTER!! Mauh! kiss kiss kiss

Friday Apr 06, 2007

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So I broke up with my boyfriend last night. He left me a note saying she(the other woman aka kelly) had randomly called so he went to go hang out with her. That was it. It is REALLY done. I just can't keep getting hurt. Why can anyone possibly think it's ok to have a girlfriend and have a friend that's a girl that hates...
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v8dreaming:
i am so sorry. if you need anything, let me know.
existentialblues:
oy, that sucks. i know you did everything you could to try an make things good. thats all sortsa shitty how things work out sometime. it sucks when you invest so much time and feeling into something, and all you really want is one little sign, one little thing to show that it will all be good, things can work out, and it ends up goin a totally different way.
i know this probly aint the best way to say it, but cmon you finally got that job you wanted and you got a place. it might be long and it aint gonna be easy but your gonna come back from this, all teeth and nails, and show that nothin can hold you back. itll get you down but dont ever let it put you out.
i hope that aside from this, things keep goin good for you, and keep gettin better

Friday Apr 06, 2007

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really really really sad frown
v8dreaming:
no sad.
my truck died last night.
that was it's birhtday present to me.
existentialblues:
sad!? dont get sad, get glad! put a happy face on your ass!
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