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Thank God for Hydrocodine with a splash of Ibuprophen. My doctor gave my a prescription for my back last week and I just got it filled yesterday. Well I'm teething, so that's really what I took it for. OHHH I feel so much better. Just woke up too. I havn't slept in in ages. Had an awesome orgasim this morning. And I don't have to...
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Well good news... I've been feeling much better lately. Other than my fucking wisdom teeth piercing through my gums, and my lack of appetite (still) everything's getting better. Super tired too. Still don't know what I'm doing for New Year's Eve- can't decide. All that's certain is it WILL be good, I WILL be drunk ,and I WILL have sex at some point that evening....
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So Christmas....hmmm it went as expected. This was the first Christmas with my parents divorced. So, of , course they didn't want to come together. So I had to bring myself and my sisters to each of their places. My dad proposed to his girlfriend and my mon basically ignored my sisters and me. See she kicked my dad out last year I think around...
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So it's Winter! Ha! It was so nice outside today. Too bad I was stuck inside my stuffy office all day printing 5000 docs, stapling them, and folding them. No, that's not what I do for a living, it's my boss's way of pawning shit off on people (e.i. ME!) I feel the best I've felt in a really really long time today. Still no...
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So I offically hate my job more than anything. Not the work, although a little boring at times, my boss sucks balls. She's such a stupid bitch. Well I have a friend who thinks she can hook me up with a leasing agent job, it'll be a pay cut- but I'm at the point where that doesn't even matter. I almost walked out today. Anybody...
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Feeling pretty good today; going back to the gym! God I hope this goes well, I hate not going. Things are getting better- thanks for that Maglight. I've made up my mind on a few huge issues that have been looming over my head for nearly a year. It feels so good to just let it go.

Edit @ 2:45
Went to the gym- it...
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Today has gone much better. I feel a lot better. I was sick after eating this morning but I just slept it off. What's everyone up this this weekend? I teaching myself to knit, damn I'm cool.

Well I know it's shitty that my posts thus far have been, well rather depressing. But I can't really help that, this has been a super rough year and many more things have gone wrong that right. It started by my parents separating, which isn't really that bad except for the consequences it had on my younger siblings. I got a new job in June,...
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I went back to the Doctor today, he gave me some new meds. Hopefully I want wake up tomorrow I need of the ER. Still no cure for my lack of appetite, he said it's prob from my depression. That' fun, how do I solve that? Well I going to try to eat my first meal of the day- wish me luck.