So yesterday an old ex-best friend(Jes) contacted me through her cousin's myspace page (she doesn't have one). Now, I (I have come to find) am not like most people when it comes to relationships. I will and have burned many-a bridges if you repeatedly screw with me. To my surprise, everyone that I know doesn't do that, they keep being friends or just let the relationship crumble. I, on the other hand, "break-up" with my so-called friends.
About our relationship: We met in 8th grade, we continued to be friend's until about mid-freshman year of college. We seriouly we're always together. Her mom was my "second" mom- I even called her mom. Same went for her. I know I've never been closer to anyone.
The troubles: We had met at a private Christian school. Which really was a Southren Baptist in disguise. Well my parents took me out and put me in public shool when I was a Junior. My friend stayed and graduted from the Christian school. Well they pretty much tlaked her into going to a "Christian" college. Which was, in fact a cultic, Bible-thumping nightmare of a place. It was in Fla. I went to AIA here, so we ended up not seeing each other (which was expected). That cultic school she went to basically influenced her to the point where she didn't want much to do with me. Like I'm a fucking horrible person! She said she didn't want to be reminded of the "bad" things we did together. So everything was on her terms. Well, that could only fly for so long. I ended up writing her a letter expressing exactly how I felt. I had been trying for several months to talk to her on the phone and she would never return my calls. I told her in the letter that I never wanted to talk to her again- it really was the last straw.
Her cousin (Lisa) contacted me last week on myspace, which was rather random because Lisa and I never had even exchanged phone numbers. Well Lisa was telling me about all the family, then Jes sent me a message. She wants to see me and talk to me, but I just don't want to be judged again. I don't know what to do. I do really miss her, but that was the "old" her before college. I just don't know.
About our relationship: We met in 8th grade, we continued to be friend's until about mid-freshman year of college. We seriouly we're always together. Her mom was my "second" mom- I even called her mom. Same went for her. I know I've never been closer to anyone.
The troubles: We had met at a private Christian school. Which really was a Southren Baptist in disguise. Well my parents took me out and put me in public shool when I was a Junior. My friend stayed and graduted from the Christian school. Well they pretty much tlaked her into going to a "Christian" college. Which was, in fact a cultic, Bible-thumping nightmare of a place. It was in Fla. I went to AIA here, so we ended up not seeing each other (which was expected). That cultic school she went to basically influenced her to the point where she didn't want much to do with me. Like I'm a fucking horrible person! She said she didn't want to be reminded of the "bad" things we did together. So everything was on her terms. Well, that could only fly for so long. I ended up writing her a letter expressing exactly how I felt. I had been trying for several months to talk to her on the phone and she would never return my calls. I told her in the letter that I never wanted to talk to her again- it really was the last straw.
Her cousin (Lisa) contacted me last week on myspace, which was rather random because Lisa and I never had even exchanged phone numbers. Well Lisa was telling me about all the family, then Jes sent me a message. She wants to see me and talk to me, but I just don't want to be judged again. I don't know what to do. I do really miss her, but that was the "old" her before college. I just don't know.
Good luck sweetie!