I got my lip pierced! It's so hot I lovvveeeeeeee it. I'll take pics when the swelling goes down. I had an awesome time tonight in L5P with my friend from work Kisha. I was so happy she wanted to come with- it was looking like I was going to have to go-it alone. The bad part is I can't kiss anyone for like a...
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v8dreaming:
well, if you would have invited people, maybe they would have come out. duh. haha
my maybe new roommate keeps calling me drunk wanting to make-out...mind you, we've never made out and I haven't sent him any "I want to jump your bones" signals. Dude, I can't make out with him. We're each others complete opposite. I like tattooed, built, punk guys. He actually told me he doesn't like big boobs or red hair. It's like what is he thinking? 
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existentialblues:
shit, im always up for pool. i havent played since last time. been to busy goin to shows
v8dreaming:
i'm up for that.
OK-guys---I'm out of my slump. Things are good again. I still don't know where I'll be living next month, but I'm ok with that. Whatever happens-happens. Can't wait to get my lip pierced this weekend! I've planned out my next two tattoos and hopefully I'll have both before the year is up. 
existentialblues:
well, im used to be ingnored, but if you need any help lemme know. of course i wont expect a response
v8dreaming:
so, does that mean you're finally gonna start coming around more?
you still owe me a hat you know. haha
you still owe me a hat you know. haha
things are getting better. I went out to Sacred Heart last night to get my lip pierced, but since I have "nice full lips" the piercer has to order a longer bar. He said it should be in on Fri. I was bummed, but I do want it done right- so it's worth the wait. 
ali_bug:
That is sooo good that the guy choose to wait, because lips swell a lot! lol You should have seen when my lips swelled! It made me eat funny! hahaa! Glad to hear things are looking up for you babe!
I swear, day by day my life becomes more dramatic and complicated than the next. I just want to leave the country and never come back. Not to run away from my life, but to escape it. Maybe one day I will.
So I've been hanging out with a new guy lately. It's been good to take my mind off Ben a little. I still miss the hell out of him.
v8dreaming:
good for you!!!
I'm getting sick 
Ben came over last night. I don't think this will ever end.
Ben came over last night. I don't think this will ever end.
v8dreaming:
if you don't make it end, it won't. you'll just keep doing the same thing and feeling like crap for it.
ok guys- sorry for the depressing posts lately. I just needed to vent. I been stupid about things lately. Anyone have any good news?
v8dreaming:
no problem.
good news? umm.... i'm still alive? i think that's good. haha
good news? umm.... i'm still alive? i think that's good. haha
v8dreaming:
it's back of a truck that i fucked up today. haha
my last comment wasn't related to the picture though.
my last comment wasn't related to the picture though.
Still really sad. I'm trying to just let him go. He hasn't called since he left Monday afternoon- which is hard, but okay. I haven't called him either. It's really hard knowing you'ld do anything for someone and that they're just not willing to for you.
v8dreaming:
hey, hope you're feeling better.
so he texted me last night on my way home from makos around 3. i called him and he ended up coming down and staying. he's not changing his mind about anything, though. love him so much but i am getting over him- i just have to, i can't keep being depressed about it. today does suck though- i'm alone all day-not by my choice....
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love him so much but i am getting over him- i just have to, i can't keep being depressed about it. today does suck though- i'm alone all day-not by my choice.... Read More
v8dreaming:
don't make me stop this car!!!!
ali_bug:
awww why is he breaking up with you?!?!?! That man is CRAZY!!! you are beautiful and intelligent! I send you hugs and kisses!
i hope your easter is better for you!
i hope your easter is better for you!
I'm super frustrated, sad, angry, and just plain disappointed. I thought I had stopped crying, but I just called about that condo and I don't think I'm getting it. My roommate just moved today. And now I'm just alone no boyfriend, no roommate, no place to live in a month. Everything was okay with my now mia ex-boy until he started ignoring me out of...
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v8dreaming:
things will get better.
ali_bug:
Its all gonna come together... i believe it will for you babe!
HAPPY EASTER!! Mauh!
HAPPY EASTER!! Mauh!
So I broke up with my boyfriend last night. He left me a note saying she(the other woman aka kelly) had randomly called so he went to go hang out with her. That was it. It is REALLY done. I just can't keep getting hurt. Why can anyone possibly think it's ok to have a girlfriend and have a friend that's a girl that hates...
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v8dreaming:
i am so sorry. if you need anything, let me know.
existentialblues:
oy, that sucks. i know you did everything you could to try an make things good. thats all sortsa shitty how things work out sometime. it sucks when you invest so much time and feeling into something, and all you really want is one little sign, one little thing to show that it will all be good, things can work out, and it ends up goin a totally different way.
i know this probly aint the best way to say it, but cmon you finally got that job you wanted and you got a place. it might be long and it aint gonna be easy but your gonna come back from this, all teeth and nails, and show that nothin can hold you back. itll get you down but dont ever let it put you out.
i hope that aside from this, things keep goin good for you, and keep gettin better
i know this probly aint the best way to say it, but cmon you finally got that job you wanted and you got a place. it might be long and it aint gonna be easy but your gonna come back from this, all teeth and nails, and show that nothin can hold you back. itll get you down but dont ever let it put you out.
i hope that aside from this, things keep goin good for you, and keep gettin better