so i wanted to sit down and have a chat about life as i know it. i don't even know if you guys are interested but i need to write it all out for my own sake, and thought i could do it here.
working for a company that is so disorganized and and understaffed really sucks. i am sure you all have come across your fair share of jobs that stink and you just want to say fuck this and walk out by 10am monday morning. but for me its tough. i have this problem finding jobs that suit me (and apparently i am too picky about where i work according to the mother unit). but here is the thing. i went to school and graduated with a four year b.a degree in art history. i put in the work and got nowhere with a job after college. that's ok with me because i am constantly working on getting a job in my field. but in the meanwhile i have bills to pay. so i default to a job that i know well. i spent 6 years paying my way through high school and college working in a pharmacy as a technician and decided to just make money again i'd go back into that field. well it was such a mistake that after the first day back last week i wanted to call it quits.
two weeks into this job and all i have to show is a stressed out me, my eyebrow wont stop twitching, i'm exhausted, missing my guy, unable to take a moment for myself and to top it off i have yet to be paid. but the real kicker here is that NY labor laws require everyone to take a half hour break minimum for a meal if you work 8 hours. and my cunt boss gives us 15 minutes. i have no patience for this shit and i am working so hard to better the rest of my life but this job is pulling me down. i must find a new job or this will be one very bitchy girl.
that is all and i am sorry if no one cares but i needed to get this out to someone who isn't my family or close friends. they are obligated to give me stern advice and tell me to suck it up. i needed a least one person outside of that circle to just say i agree and fuck the job get a new one. thanks for listening. that's all for now.
end rant. :)
