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huskysox

Monson, Massachusetts

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Friday Sep 02, 2005

Sep 2, 2005
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Well holy crap...I haven't listen to Marilyn Manson in a while...but decided to throw Mechanical Animals on from my iTunes, this song spoke to me differently now then 6 years ago when I first heard it...this world and all the difficult things going on makes everyone one of us feel some sort of emptiness for all the death and destruction that human lives and certain places on this earth have endured, thankfully we're still here...

They slit our throats
Like we were flowers
And our milk has been
Devoured

When you want it
It goes away too fast
When you hate it
It always seems to last
But just remember when you think
Youre free
The crack inside your fucking heart is me

(thought, not spoken):
I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day

I wish I could sleep
But I cant lay on my back
Because theres a knife
For everyday that Ive known you

When you want it
It goes away too fast
When you hate it
It always seems to last
But just remember when you think
Youre free
The crack inside your fucking heart is me

(thought, not spoken):
I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day

Lie to me, cry to me, give to me
I would
Lie with me, die with me, give to me
I would
Keep all your secrets wrapped in dead hair
I hope at least we die holding hands
For always

huskysox:
Well today started at 11 for me. I dunno when I passed out last night, but it was pretty late. I was watching the Boston Red Sox game, but they lost and suddenly a drunken depression came over me so I needed some lifting. I went and threw in my Boxcar Racer dvd and the funny things in it brought my spirits back up. Plus Tom got sick during the making of the "Feel So" video because he drank too much wine. But I got chores that I have been holding off for a while done, washed the car, mowed the lawn and picked weeds and cleaned up around the house. Tonight I hope to do something a little more exciting than last night but that prolly won't be the case, seeing how I have no friends here that won't be loyal. So anywho...I'll leave you with this...I have one of the lyrics in this Boxcar Racer song tattood around my forearm...these are the lyrics = I saw Virginia,
get rid of Langley, and its secrets too. L8r

I watched the smoke,
as it grew darker,
and blew up through the roof.
I watched the fed,
saw them panic,
as the fire grew.
I saw Virginia,
get rid of Langley,
and its secrets too.
I held your hand,
and sat there knowing,
that we'd make it through.

I saw this man,
dispose of hunger,
and soap operas too.
I saw this field,
that grew perfection,
full of things you do.
I saw this box,
get rid of heartache,
and cure cancer too.
when I awoke,
I sat there hoping,
this is what we'll do.

if we can,
we will leave a letter and this song for you,
and we'll write,
once a day,
and put it through the sea,
to you.
we'll regret,
all those things we thought of but didn't ever do.

if we can,
we will leave a letter and this song for you,
and we'll write,
once a day,
and put it through the sea,
to you.
we'll regret,
all those things we thought of but didn't ever do.
when the sky,
seems to clear,
who will then be left but a few?
me and you.
Sep 3, 2005

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