hurricane_tiger

Sexiness.

So much has happened in the last half of a year.
My life has had its ups and downs. Some downs so low that I felt rockbottom must be a nice place I passed on the way down.

I GOT MY HAIR DYED YESTERDAY. It has red strips in it and I've been getting some sweet flirts. That makes me verry happy.

But recently I had sex with my best friend Ishy. I've allways been SOOO proud of my unit. And everytime Ime single I tell myself its so awesome to have a really big one.

Then I have sex with a girl....

We had sex. She had crazy orgasms. I was sooo happy. She complained about the pain quiet abit but I'm kinda used to it. I just pull my knees up so I dont go all the way in. And its four days later and she still wont let me even go down on her.

I caused her to bleed and now four days later shes still sore. She jokingly tells me I dont have a dick I have a weapon. That would be funny to me....But now she says we can never have sex again. We can still do everything else but no insertion. She had blood in her underwear and still tasted bloody 4 days later TWO WEEKS after her period. So I guess I have to believe her..but it sux. I really like her.

And because she's female she's had the hard blows of abandonment on many occasions. So now that were not banging she's scared I wont hang anymore.

Im sick of my love life or lack there of.

When I have sex they usualy cant take it, or they cant trust because of what the other guys have done to them.

How can it be that a hung, nice guy can finish last? Life is so not fair.