Can't belive how miserable I was when I first came here. Needing self hypnosis to feel pain if you burn yourself on the lighter? Check. Sleeping four hours a day two hours at a time while longing for sleep 24/7? Check. Feeling as if someone stabbed you in the stomach when you stone face someone and get a look as vulnerable as you felt in return? Check. Perhaps I really should leave this freezing hell with equally frozen people. I don't know. Not to sound even more clichey but the future will tell.
zombiebacon:
Buck up Buttercup. You're young. It'll get better. I promise
kay:
Hang in there love.