Been kinda inactive with the blog cause there's not too much to report, haha. My life is boring. Not too much to share now either, but I felt compelled to check in. 
Skipped going to my grandma's birthday party today. That side of the family is always kinda stuck up. Makes me feel uncomfortable going, sooo. I was going to pretend I didn't feel good...
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Skipped going to my grandma's birthday party today. That side of the family is always kinda stuck up. Makes me feel uncomfortable going, sooo. I was going to pretend I didn't feel good...
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My sister left last night to spend a week or so in South Carolina. I guess she's gonna strip down there, make some money, then come back. She admitted to taking some of my Adderall. She apologized for everything. We all shared a pizza and watched a movie. In short, everything seems to be better. I miss her now that she's gone, or at least...
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I haven't seen my sister in a couple days. She's been out wherever doing whatever. A friend of my mom's picked up one of the dogs yesterday. My sister said she was gonna take him to the pound, but since my mom found someone who would take it instead, he got spared. I kinda miss the little guy. He was a cutie pie.
I'm starting...
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So, my mom woke me up today so that I could take my Adderall. That in itself isn't really important, but what she found out while getting the capsule was. If you've never seen an Adderall XR before, it's a capsule in which one end holds the med which, in this case, is amphetamine salts. It's typically prescribed for ADHD, narcolepsy, weight management, etc. However,...
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molli:
that stuff is soo addictive. better nip that on in the bud asap! i've seen it do some bad shit to people. hope that all works out for ya 
I'll start out with the standard Happy Valentine's Day and whatnot (even though it's nearly over). Also Happy Chinese New Year. So now that I've gotten the well wishes out of the way...
I spent the entire day sleeping. From the time I went to sleep around 8 am to just around 10 pm, with a small period of consciousness in between, I slept through...
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I spent the entire day sleeping. From the time I went to sleep around 8 am to just around 10 pm, with a small period of consciousness in between, I slept through...
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spirit_bear:
First what on earth is Maple? lol
and thats cute that he sent you a gift he obviously spent time putting that together for you ^_^
and who cares what others think of online dating. its your life. Do what makes you happy. If it works for you then great. If not then know that the odds are kind of against the long term relationships built via internet. Either way don't let it detour you from trying to be happy
and thats cute that he sent you a gift he obviously spent time putting that together for you ^_^
and who cares what others think of online dating. its your life. Do what makes you happy. If it works for you then great. If not then know that the odds are kind of against the long term relationships built via internet. Either way don't let it detour you from trying to be happy
spirit_bear:
oh, I had never heard of it before.
Question though, how do you waste money on it if it is free?
Question though, how do you waste money on it if it is free?
After I dropped out of school last June, I knew I would have to continue my education at some point. I've managed to put it off thus far, but seeing as the fall semester isn't too far away, I don't have much time left. I could wait another year, but that would be stupid since I spent 09-10 doing nothing. I know where I would...
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Not much went on after my sister got home. Her and my mom talked a bit, smoked some weed (which they still try to hide by closing the door- I can still smell it, idiots), and then she got ready to leave once again. At one point, she came to me with a nearly empty bottle of Adderall of mine; she'd been cleaning around my...
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I must ask what the point of hoping people can change is. It isn't even that you think they will, but you keep that small bit of faith that, in the end, just leads you on and leaves you hating yourself for wasting the time. My sister is 28, an entire ten years older than I, and is notorious for making bullshit promises, screwing over...
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spirit_bear:
Damn sounds like your surrounded by a lot of drama and negativity.
I am sorry to hear your mother took some of the frustration and anger out on you.
I used to get that a lot in my house hold. My half sister would do so many awful things and sense I am the youngest and was not old enough to move out or drive I was usually the one taking the brunt of the anger.
I hope the situation works itself out though, and try to not hold a grudge against your mother it sounds like you are all under a lot of stress but maybe her a little more so.
I am sorry to hear your mother took some of the frustration and anger out on you.
I used to get that a lot in my house hold. My half sister would do so many awful things and sense I am the youngest and was not old enough to move out or drive I was usually the one taking the brunt of the anger.
I hope the situation works itself out though, and try to not hold a grudge against your mother it sounds like you are all under a lot of stress but maybe her a little more so.
humility:
I'm used to my mom taking her anger out on me; I'm the youngest too and also the only one who stuck with my mom every time she packed up and moved. I couldn't hold a grudge against her because I know how much this hurts her, and I know that she didn't mean to hurt me in any way. I thought briefly about moving since I'm old enough to now, but judging from how much anxiety being home alone for three days caused me, I'm so not ready yet.
Thanks for reassuring me that I'm not just talking to myself, aha.
Thanks for reassuring me that I'm not just talking to myself, aha.
Well herro der. I'm Alyssa, and I'd like to see your panties start dropping.<3
pixiebumm__:
Hola, Alyssa!!
Thanks. Now I don't know where my pannnties got to and it's getting chilly in here
Now your pannnties should drop and then you can go "eep!' and get all chilly too. Dealio!
Thanks. Now I don't know where my pannnties got to and it's getting chilly in here
Now your pannnties should drop and then you can go "eep!' and get all chilly too. Dealio!
I've been fairly inactive sense moving
So its a big yay for not winding up homeless lol. Other then that things are good. I really am loving Seattle.