Got out for the first time in a LONG time tonight. Went to a bonfire at a friend's house. Saw a lot of people I haven't seen in like a year since I dropped out.
It was a good time. It felt like everyone was closer than I was, though I had good friends there and one of my cousins as well. Just felt out of place as usual. Of course, my introverted tendencies didn't help. Social phobia is such a pain in the ass.
Some highlights for me included getting two lapdances (one from a girl and the other from a gay guy), getting humped multiple times, getting Reddi Whip licked off my boob by my friend Jess, licking Reddi Whip off my own boob, kissing some girls, and getting my neck bitten.
Good times.
And yet I still feel so alone.
It was a good time. It felt like everyone was closer than I was, though I had good friends there and one of my cousins as well. Just felt out of place as usual. Of course, my introverted tendencies didn't help. Social phobia is such a pain in the ass.
Some highlights for me included getting two lapdances (one from a girl and the other from a gay guy), getting humped multiple times, getting Reddi Whip licked off my boob by my friend Jess, licking Reddi Whip off my own boob, kissing some girls, and getting my neck bitten.
Good times.
And yet I still feel so alone.
iluvenis:
thanks my dear!!! love you!
