since being TIED DOWN and FORCED (*disclaimer: that part may be a lie*) to watch a marathon of the L word, which included Heart playing on the show for some reason, i have become fixated on that one Heart song, the one that's like, "i'm gonna go craaaaazy on you!"

jenny, the L word's kinda-main character, takes their advice to heart (haha, pun) by hallucinating some more and having a bunch of flashbacks to her childhood trauma. the flashbacks take place in a circus though, and she's a mime. fencha, i know this is important news that you have been pining to hear.

i was thinking about enemies today... i was always the kid who tried never to rock the boat, but after nineteen years i've found myself with a couple of people who've got it out for me. i guess it's unavoidable. i should write something about a pair of enemies. no i shouldn't. i should write the things i'm already writing.

things are very mellow around here, floating around the house with my lead balloon of a dad. waiting for people to call me back so we can maybe start shooting the movie... i'm losing hope for this summer, but i know we'll do it eventually... waiting for meetings with execs who liked the script. waiting and trying to write more. and sleeping. it's pretty nice, i needed this break after the work load of this last term.

i also have lots of time to read now, and i swear i have not read a book in like a year, which is ridiculous. anyone have book recommendations for me?