presently sick of everything. entertaining very self-indulgent fantasies about becoming a reclusive genius and being publically (intellectually) adored but alone for the rest of my life.
this writer who read my screenplay asked if i have a girlfriend. question completely tore me up. like because i don't it invalidates any talent i have. her asking that is like saying, you may have written a good script, but you're still a failure with women. that's what it felt like anyway.
think about the ways in which we take our revenge. nobody means to hurt anyone. this, life, has all been a terrible accident.
otherwise being productive: new fiction, scripts and the like. saw eternal sunshine of the spotless mind-- what a movie! if i was running around in my memories what places would i run through?
long weekend is soon; thank god, i need a break.
this writer who read my screenplay asked if i have a girlfriend. question completely tore me up. like because i don't it invalidates any talent i have. her asking that is like saying, you may have written a good script, but you're still a failure with women. that's what it felt like anyway.
think about the ways in which we take our revenge. nobody means to hurt anyone. this, life, has all been a terrible accident.
otherwise being productive: new fiction, scripts and the like. saw eternal sunshine of the spotless mind-- what a movie! if i was running around in my memories what places would i run through?
long weekend is soon; thank god, i need a break.
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Yes, I am a loose woman!