now it is later. very later. gonna be up all night doing notes and shit for dudething. greek tragedy. yeah thats it. and dye my hair if i have time before class.

i should quit abusing the no doz, because it makes me kind of jittery and freaked out for no reason.

also i ripped up my fingers really bad without thinking and now they hurt.

will sleep all day tomorrow after class. that'll be nice. won't have to talk to anyone. wheeee life is nice when you are alonealonealone in a big room.

my life is repeating and repeating and repeating.

everyone's lives are getting pretty fucked up, i think, as we get older. i'm thinking of our first year at interlochen. we really were innocent, or something. how could anyone predict all the shit that would happen? it was just beginning then.

okay, i have actually just shown some restraint by deleting all the stuff i just wrote about how i actually feel.

maybe i'm a decent human being after all.