humberthumbert

listen nessa
yes
uh, nessa

long dream last night about home. was asked a long and improbable question and driven to grocery store by a prettily smiling but dangerously distracted driver. then was eating in chinese resturaunt with mom and a bunch of high school homies. i went to the bathroom, where a single drag queen was shooting some sort of "drag queen eye for the straight whathaveyou", only without cameras or crew. she told me to lose weight and also lose the weird colored hair.

now listening to wicked and trying not to think about a certain city. i get to move today, maybe. if erin chick who lives there now isn't a slow fucker. it's eight am, amazing. i didn't sleep for most of this week.

can't i make you understand
you're having delusions of grandeur

i've decided i need to shut myself up in a cave and never ever come out.