humanfire

I just finished my math homework. How could that homework take the nine hours to complete? It doesnt make any sense mathematically. Well, at least this homework is done and I had a lot of help with it. What if I had to do it by myself? I dont even want to think about it . I still have a lot more homework that needs to be done and turned in late.
Some of my friends call me a genius. Im not a genius. I think geniuses are born that way, and I was not born that way. Im not even close to being a genius. Im just average. I think one of my friends thinks I might be the next Einstein. that's only because they know nothing of math. Ha ha ha. I.Q. is pretty much based on the ability to work math equations in your mind. I guess creativity also comes along with a high I.Q. When working with math, its hard to come up with ways to do a hard problem. Im not very good at that, just average (Im also not autistic).
To a mathematician, all he or she has I his or her brain and ideas, creativity. I use to believe that I was capable of leaving an impression on the scientific community and maybe one day pick up a Nobel Prize *hahaha* in physics (if i worked my ass off) when I hit 74. I thought I could do anything but this math is showing me the capacity of my brain.
The Yankees lost today, that sucked too.