hugzombie

Okay, prepare yourselves for a slightly drunken blog. It is bound to be full of blah.

Anyways, I think I'm in a rut. I need some change. Last time I was in a rut, I moved to Southern California for a few months. Maybe I just need a change of scenery. I don't know. The only person in Sac that would really miss me is Quirky. She's my best friend and I'm sure she'd miss me. Other than that, I don't think anyone else would really miss me all that much if I just took off for a few months. I need to get out of here, I'm getting stir crazy. I feel like my day-to-day life is always the same. I feel like I need something major to happen. I need something.

Shit, I took twice the dosage of NyQuil and I'm slightly drunk. I'm getting really tired.

Continuing on...I don't know why I'm blogging about this. Don't feel bad for me, it's my own damn fault. It's my own fault that things never change and that I'm constantly doing the same thing every day. It's my own fault that my life is the way it is. I'm not saying that my life is bad, I like my life, for the most part. I really like my job, I have good friends, school is going pretty well, but I don't know. I just feel so trapped by everything. I need to break out of prison and escape my life. Just for a little bit, maybe a month or so. I just need something different. If I get my taste of change, I can come back to my life and be just fine. I think my problem is that my life is going nowhere in particular. I work in a job where I can't go any higher. I'm the office manager and that's as high as I could ever be in that business. I don't know what I want to do with my life. Technically, my major is vocational nursing, but I don't know if I want to do that for the rest of my life. My friends are great, I love them. My family is pissing me off right now.

Okay, I'm starting to not be able to type. I'm done being stupid. Continue on with your lives.