hugzombie

All in all, I really need to figure out what I want out of life. It's one of those really tough decisions. Yeah, what you want should be natural and what's in your heart. For me, it's a matter for the brain. It's a matter of deciding what I want and then making choices that will ultimately land me in the place I want to be, no matter what. I need to figure out what kind of life I want to lead, who I should and want to associate with, and what kind of man I can see myself with. It's all very...confusing. Life has so much to offer and I want it all. I want to experience everything. As of now, I've experienced a couple of things, but not nearly as much as I want to. It makes me wish I were fabulously wealthy, but I know that money is not as important and the people around you. But it makes experiencing life a little easier, financially of course.

So, hopefully I can decide or maybe decide a few times.