huck1eberry

Has a kid
is a teacher
needs more sleep
more gray then I used to be

I am about to have my first child. This is crazy. I am not quite where I wanted to be when I had my first child. I can't find a job in my chosen profession. I am working a shit job that I don't really dig. I am thinking about going to grad school in the fall. This is a big decision. I am worried...
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I am back didn't have the money now I kinda do.

Stole this from scarekrow


The Year in Review

1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?
I was fired. Didn't work for 6 months (longer than anytime since I turned 16). Got the wife pregnant.

2. Did you keep the new years resolution you made last year?
Kind of I...
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Working now. Not really the job I want but it pays the bills.
Less than three months til the baby comes. Wild.
Not much to say. Might have to leave for a little while again.
Be back soon.

Got a couple leads on some jobs. Good luck me.

Trying to be happy. Trying to be positive.

Loving my unborn baby so much. Can't wait to meet him. Tickle, pinch, and bite him.

Chicago Fire win there first playoff game. Had so much fun at the game.

I love Halloween but I am doing nothing for it.

I haven't worked since June. I haven't gotten payed since August. I need a job. The problem I go on interviews don't get the job, get depressed. Get depressed find it hard to look for a job. Wife asks me to look for a job, get anxious. Get anxious, can't search for job comfortably. It's a cycle. Can't talk to wife about this, she cries....
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I am going to having a boy baby. I am so happy.

Kenneth Parker (we'll call him parker)

Fire game tonight they better win. Here's the road to the playoffs.

I pretty sure my sucker fish just got the scare of his life. He tried to climb the filter. It made the wierdest noise I have ever heard.

My wife is so visibly pregnant right now. She says she's not emotionally ready for maternity "stretchy" pants. Guess I shouldn't laugh at them so much? Oh well. I good in other ways. But I can't help...
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Hung out with the wife today. It was a good day.

I feel low.

I just feel lonely and unmotivated. I don't know how to get out of this one. No matter what I try I still feel like shit.

This happens any time the emotional stuff in my life is good. When things are at there best I feel at my worst. Maybe I feel like I don't deserve to be happy. I don't know....
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I am starting to feel the crazy sneaking in. I am getting pissed at trying to clean my house. I can feel the tension rise. I hate this part of crazy. Hopefully I don't have to talk to too many people over the next few days. I think I might sneak out of town next weekend, I hope my wife doesn't mind. I need to...
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