nah i never did the music thing i mostly just bullshit and i do some stone sculpture when i have the space and energy (which since i got divorced a couple years back seems to be never lol) but i must say im not half bad.
yup. I am awfully good at being cryptic. explanation is up
now.
that's a very cool pic by the by.
good luck with your new drinking laws. I'm sure there will be all sorts of exposes on the debauch and irresponsible. we've just been through Schoolies over here, which some would call a right of passage. others would call it further proof of the collapse of the human race.
new profile pic... if you're wondering what's on the end of my finger there, it involves a little accident i had while on holiday in Belgium. (are there any Belgian SGs?) i'll explain when i have the energy to update fully, and i'll include a whole loada silly holiday snaps too.
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listening to:
Joanna Newsom - The Milk-Eyed Mender
Devendra Banhart - Rejoicing In... Read More
When I see two lovers
sat next to each other
with that universe of anxieties
lodged between them, I assume
they are living a false affair
united arbitrarily
and lacking the vital drive
of a couple set to shed young skins
though hungry still
for each others flesh
to flavour the monotony that's now
their daily bread
no tricks, but it means that i'm practically stowable in a glove compartment.
lotto = lottery
corgan was never ugly at any age. bit your tongue, sir!
i know, i know. people tell me to avoid the ipod but every time i see the new 60g, my willpower weakens a little bit more.
i was kind of conned into the whole mac and cheese thing. i was enjoying not taking part in things that everyone else had grown up with. most people still don't believe me on that one, anyway.
i've been gone for a while. all my time online is while at work, and unfortunately the powers that be put up a new firewall that blocks "gross acts" etc, so no more SG for me when i'm at my desk. however, i do have this dodgy old iMac at my place now, and that's how i'm writing this update. it's slow and incompatible with... Read More
Ah...what you see most days on the journal is improv. into the update page, with minor tweaking here and there. I print them out and file them away for later use. What I've written so far since I've joined, has become my new chapbook.
If it's not an improv., whatever book of mine it's from is noted.
The "Gospels of Eve" poem, however, was four seperate fragments on four seperate post-it notes sitting on my desk. I looked at them, saw that they went together nicely, cooked up the title, and there you have it!
What's "making me happy"?
Happiness is a choice for me. It doesn't depend on an outside source. Same with sadness. I have power over what I think and feel...we all do. After all, it's your brain, not anyone elses! Believe me, it hasn't always been like this.
Best thing I could have realized, and did: 99.9% of all of my emotional angst is caused by someone else not acting or responding in ways I think they should.
oh that ain't angst! that's softcore. generally though, when I try hardcore angst, it flows too far into woe-is-me emo whining. It's a fine line that I walk like a tightrope.
That's a pretty good list btw. Nice to see someone else ranks King for a Day highly. Such an under-rated album.
Yeah, I admit the poetry is more than a bit abstract, but it's wholly intentional. I feel like I'm working to open up new pathways of emotion and thought...touching on the harmonics of mind and soul that branch out into corners and realms of existence so far unknown to us as we are now. New ways of thinking, feeling and being... completely natural, yet still somehow completely foreign.
A friend said to me "I have no idea what you mean by this, but I feel something nonetheless.
Yes, I think I've confused many people with the name change. I found though the frankness of previous name was becoming a little too much like self fulfilling prophecy.
I look forward to reading your assignment. I'm working on one or two ideas right now ... which means I think about it far more than I am actually writing it.
nah i never did the music thing i mostly just bullshit and i do some stone sculpture when i have the space and energy (which since i got divorced a couple years back seems to be never lol) but i must say im not half bad.
now.
that's a very cool pic by the by.
good luck with your new drinking laws. I'm sure there will be all sorts of exposes on the debauch and irresponsible. we've just been through Schoolies over here, which some would call a right of passage. others would call it further proof of the collapse of the human race.
I fall somewhere in the middle.