Stormy Tuesday and some previews

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Good morning SG Land! how are you? Winter is arrived finally <3Last night I saw the first snow <3 But today the rain has melted all :( So I was not able to take a picture

This is the view from my window.. today is rainy and windy. I can hear the sea screaming.

This is a perfect moment to enjoy a frothy cappuccino(homemade).

I'm happy because last week I saw so much pinkness <3 the girls are amazing and I hope to see more beautiful ladies becoming pink.

I'm also a bit agitated, that is a mixture of emotions between the scared and excited, because this Thursday will be my debut set on SG. Being the first time and never having had experience in the field (which is not a problem) I do not know how to take it.

Maybe I should take it easy and don't care about it but.. I really don't know.

Soft light ( out on Nov 28) has been my redemption.Get naked was the bravest thing I've ever done. I have always been ashamed of my body but this time I felt at ease and confident.

My choice to try to become a SG was the most beautiful bet I've ever done. And even if it is not in this set, I will work hard to improve myself. It is certainly not my aspiration in life but it will be a way to say I CAN FINALLY FEEL ACCEPTED FOR HOW I AM.

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hubble:
@oiiboy I've always been a tomboy..this is my first time as a girl should be. I've been just myself and at ease doing it. I can't erase my past but I can get better( maybe) what will come. Thank you for your kind and nice words, I'm really happy to share something about me with you. For the first time I can feel free to be myself without shame.
oiiboy:
I feel really honored that you would share those kinds of thoughts. The past can be a hard thing to deal with, sometimes things just always are going to be there. Hell, I used to practically time travel in my mind imagining doing some things differently. Crazy huh... finally I came to the conclusion that if I look at me life now, the good things I do have. I wouldn't have that if I did not have the bad to have set me on the path it did. And for better or worse, those things made me who I am today.

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