howlinthurston

Sometimes a melt down can be a good thing. Especially if you can let go of some anger when it happens. Hope you keep feeling better/

Strega said to say hi.

no, i like therapy better than sympathy.

yes, i'm definitely feeling the effects of his unfulfilled expectations. i tried to be super clear through the whole thing what i was capable of providing emotionally. he, in turn, would ask me to marry him, tell me how we were soulmates, etc.

the end result was me feeling like i was not enough and him angry and hurt that i wouldnt get to where he wanted me to be.

thanks! i'll wear it again when you kids move up here.

such a neat photo of the guns to roses, anything behind it? like movement or such?

Great site- thanks

I'm so sorry. Thank you so much for your thoughts and words. It shows that we all suffer I suppose in some way. I wish I had some comforting thing to say, but all I have is my religion when it comes to dying. You just made me laugh "heroes just for one day". I think that is such a awesome song, I remember being young the first time I heard it. It's nice to thing whistfully about a young innocent time when you were having a blissful moment. Unaware of what pain could really feel like. I do feel so connected to other people, but they don't seem to feel that way with me I tihink. Negative emotions make strangers uncomfortable. Your supposed to say everything is fine. But my love and heart reaches out to everyone, probably because my emtion center in my brain is out of wack. Cheers