howlinthurston

no, i like therapy better than sympathy.

yes, i'm definitely feeling the effects of his unfulfilled expectations. i tried to be super clear through the whole thing what i was capable of providing emotionally. he, in turn, would ask me to marry him, tell me how we were soulmates, etc.

the end result was me feeling like i was not enough and him angry and hurt that i wouldnt get to where he wanted me to be.