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Tuesday Nov 28, 2006

Nov 28, 2006
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My mother is dying. She has been dying for a while but the pase has picked up reciently. She has aplastic anemia from a viral source. My brother thinks that is from a hepatitus strain somewhere between d and g.
all I have is anger
I'm tired of just feeling rage
I was happy for a little bit one afternoon last fall, I didn't really know how to handle it.

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I'll get around to vacation pictures.
texax7:
I'm so sorry. Thank you so much for your thoughts and words. It shows that we all suffer I suppose in some way. I wish I had some comforting thing to say, but all I have is my religion when it comes to dying. You just made me laugh "heroes just for one day". I think that is such a awesome song, I remember being young the first time I heard it. It's nice to thing whistfully about a young innocent time when you were having a blissful moment. Unaware of what pain could really feel like. I do feel so connected to other people, but they don't seem to feel that way with me I tihink. Negative emotions make strangers uncomfortable. Your supposed to say everything is fine. But my love and heart reaches out to everyone, probably because my emtion center in my brain is out of wack. Cheers smile
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