Well, here Im again. But this time I dont feel OK. I dont know why Im a person who falls in love so deep. Why does God made me this way, if I suffer with it? I know Im corny and want to give my everything to that special person.
But another time my heart is broken. Time ago (not so far) I was all happy feeling in the clouds, because I thought I met the right person. The one you want to live forever in eternal love, cuddles, kisses, just staring at her and feeling the chilling on the skin, the electric sparks all over your body, with strong heart beatings, the perfect synergy ahh why?
So this girl I was giving all my chivalry to her, did my best in two times I went from Santa F to Tepotzotln here in Mexico finding any excuse to go and saw her (she is a coworker and both locations have offices, she works in Tepotzotln) defying traffic and other stuff. For people who live in Mexico, you know that going from one place to another is like going through three states (D.F., Estado de Mxico and almost Quertaro), send her gifts and well seemed like she also felt something for me, the way she looked at me, her smiles, some words
But today, she left a bomb. I asked her So, will you please give me your address in order to go and pick you for our appointment this Sunday?, to what she answered I dont know if I can because that day is the birthday of my BOYFRIENDs grandmother What??????????
Why did she said that to me after two appointments attempt?, why did she gave me some signals that there could be something more? Maybe its me, but ahhh I dont feel Ok I always tried to make people feel good never quit, never surrender, but not today. Today is not a good day why do I have to be a stupid romantic boy if cant be with the girl. Sorry, I needed to shout it wish I could find something positive of this, but not today.
End of blog.
But another time my heart is broken. Time ago (not so far) I was all happy feeling in the clouds, because I thought I met the right person. The one you want to live forever in eternal love, cuddles, kisses, just staring at her and feeling the chilling on the skin, the electric sparks all over your body, with strong heart beatings, the perfect synergy ahh why?
So this girl I was giving all my chivalry to her, did my best in two times I went from Santa F to Tepotzotln here in Mexico finding any excuse to go and saw her (she is a coworker and both locations have offices, she works in Tepotzotln) defying traffic and other stuff. For people who live in Mexico, you know that going from one place to another is like going through three states (D.F., Estado de Mxico and almost Quertaro), send her gifts and well seemed like she also felt something for me, the way she looked at me, her smiles, some words
But today, she left a bomb. I asked her So, will you please give me your address in order to go and pick you for our appointment this Sunday?, to what she answered I dont know if I can because that day is the birthday of my BOYFRIENDs grandmother What??????????
Why did she said that to me after two appointments attempt?, why did she gave me some signals that there could be something more? Maybe its me, but ahhh I dont feel Ok I always tried to make people feel good never quit, never surrender, but not today. Today is not a good day why do I have to be a stupid romantic boy if cant be with the girl. Sorry, I needed to shout it wish I could find something positive of this, but not today.
End of blog.
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