howeller

I was hoping to have a better month than last month. But this month started out crummy I probably screwed thing up with the girl I've been talking too. I find the whole situation to be a pain. She's an odd one she says she avoids good guys apparently I'm a good guy who knew. Yet she would talk to me almost daily , so I have no clue what the deal is. But of coarse I screwed up what's new I don't know maybe it's for the best I would have liked to have been told what was happening with out draging it out her.
Then to improve my week I get my ass chewed trying to enforce a standard , see I'm an amourer well the alternate and I'm treated like the primary. Who is spouse to deal with the arms room when he is around.
Fighting trying to enforce that standard must be the wrong thing becuase it's not what my leaders want, you know screw the standards. I just don't know what to make of things any more work I can ignore but I am seriously frustrated with this women.