howeller

Sitting here in tx in a helicopter feeling lost and stupid , it isn't so bad some things can be fixed some cant. I really have to study more so I won't be so aircraft stupid so yeah I earned that feeling.
Man can people get me confused and lost. I've been talk to this girl for a couple months and I still have no clue what she wants. Seriously it's frustrating some days she wants to chat for hours other days its complete avoidance, I mean really what is that and to what end dose that really serve. The other day , this is after I stopped talking to often she tells me that she likes me not vary bluntly, then on the at the same times says I deserve better. Really I am into her but if she doing that test shit first of all why and if its she dosent wanna date then say and leave out the other shit. Man I hate feeling so damed lost . Other that life's great I been hunting and got some great memory's even though texas leaves a lot to be desire for the outdoors at least for me ( sorry texans it isn't for me) but hell I'm enjoying nature. Work still sucks but it has its moments when it makes me smile. All in all when I'm not getting caught up in what I want tomorrow, today ain't so bad.
Hope every one is having a good day