Fleet week? YES PLEASE!
the gay boyfriend and I are headed downtown tonight to sailor scope! HOW EXCITING!
the gay boyfriend and I are headed downtown tonight to sailor scope! HOW EXCITING!
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just one more week.
can I make it?
what will I do with all the extra time?
I need something more. Something bigger. Something grander.
I am what became of your child. I found an old baby picture of me. And it was somebody else, not me. It was somebody pink and fat who never heard of sick or lonely, somebody who cried and got...
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can I make it?
what will I do with all the extra time?
I need something more. Something bigger. Something grander.
I am what became of your child. I found an old baby picture of me. And it was somebody else, not me. It was somebody pink and fat who never heard of sick or lonely, somebody who cried and got...
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cheech:
I'm afraid I don't know that paragraph.
One week... yes, you'll make it.
What to doooo, yeah/ I really don't know, I really don't know/ what to doooo...
One week... yes, you'll make it.
What to doooo, yeah/ I really don't know, I really don't know/ what to doooo...
I'm afraid of losing you, and you're not even mine to lose. I've wondered if I care too much, and if I should try changing that. In a world where no one really cares tho, is it possible to care about another person too much? I don't want to take off running, it's never been my style. I want if nothing else to be there...
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cheech:
Well, I hope that didn't ruin your day. My day was busy and disappointing. Guess there'll be another one starting at midnight, though.
I'm curious about the 1978 Star Trek pinball with the flexing abs. That was pre-Star-Trek-movie, so I guess they just felt the need to ride Star Wars's coattails at the time.
Burgertime, Dig Dug, Galaga... wish they had Battle Zone, but then I played that one a lot on my parents's computer in 1998.
I'm curious about the 1978 Star Trek pinball with the flexing abs. That was pre-Star-Trek-movie, so I guess they just felt the need to ride Star Wars's coattails at the time.
Burgertime, Dig Dug, Galaga... wish they had Battle Zone, but then I played that one a lot on my parents's computer in 1998.
edenkitty:
That's awesome, since my week is packed to the gills with surgery and an art show! 
it's funny when I can go read another journal and see so much of myself, so many of my same hang-ups. I see the journal, i find the problem, and I know how to solve it. I apparently have the ability to do that in my own life, but I'm much too lazy to do it. And I certainly don't have the energy to fix...
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cheech:
With mental problems there's a rational and emotional side. Anyone can tell you logically what they should do to solve an emotional problem, but they can't do it. The mind is a uncontrollable thing pretty damned often.
cheech:
Well, I've had to think about anxiety a lot lately, cuz the job-hunting thing makes me tense to the point where it's like a phobia. I dunno exactly what it is. Maybe the process of my traits being scrutinized by HR people? Fear of rejection? I guess those things, and maybe more. I know rationally that job-hunting is just normal stuff everyone does, but emotionally it makes me anxious.
I may be crazy. Not that that's anything new.
It's the last week before finals.
I have 3 papers to write, and a group project to work on.
Oh and I have an auidtion on wednesday. I'd love to be in the show, but if i'm not, I have my summer to myself, to do absloutly nothing.
my apt is mine again. My brother left...
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It's the last week before finals.
I have 3 papers to write, and a group project to work on.
Oh and I have an auidtion on wednesday. I'd love to be in the show, but if i'm not, I have my summer to myself, to do absloutly nothing.
my apt is mine again. My brother left...
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ozblacke:
You know, thanks to you, thats all I can think of when I hear that song.
misterclean:
thanks for the birthday wishes!!!!
holy fuck i'm bored
samling:
then do something!
chi:
I hear ya....but day off=lazy do not a damn thing day! yay!
damn it, nevermind. I forgot im cleaning my room...and thats an adventure in itself.
damn it, nevermind. I forgot im cleaning my room...and thats an adventure in itself.
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akirali:
See, if I thought that was a Louis Logic reference, you'd win my heart forever (not that you'd want it). Alas, I'm fairly sure it's not. 
jericho:
Oh I totally love video games too!
I'm dead inside.
Was I ever alive?
It has felt like nothing but a hollow exsitance.
Things are fine. . . .if you leave a stupid comment it will be
BALETED!
Was I ever alive?
It has felt like nothing but a hollow exsitance.
Things are fine. . . .if you leave a stupid comment it will be
BALETED!
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karklath:
You are alive and wonderful, and don't let anyone ever make you feel any less. Sometimes the world crashes down on us before we have time to move out of the way. It takes a whole bunch of work to get it off our shoulders, but it'll happen.
I've felt pretty lost lately, and although it can drag us down, the way will clear and become thinner through time....... I hate Time, I'm gonna kick his ass.
Of course...... it might be gas.
I've felt pretty lost lately, and although it can drag us down, the way will clear and become thinner through time....... I hate Time, I'm gonna kick his ass.
Of course...... it might be gas.
danielk:
Hey! I did kinda look like Jesus back then!
That explains all of the girls dropping to their knees in front of me.
Or does it....
Daniel
That explains all of the girls dropping to their knees in front of me.
Or does it....
Daniel
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
you're cool
peace, I'm out
fuck you
fuck you
you're cool
peace, I'm out
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ozblacke:
*hugs*
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thats all I got.. nothing witty has come to mind.
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thats all I got.. nothing witty has come to mind.
big_slikk:
HAHA Great journal post.
that's so cool you made a BCB Header Pic of me! Thank You!
HAHA Great journal post.
that's so cool you made a BCB Header Pic of me! Thank You!
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cutters:
Thanks, there are already some plans for a new set. Gotta be patient
Anyway, just dropping you a line to let you know I applied to be let into BCB. I have a current journal entry, so I meet that requirement!