howdypardner

Kinda makes you wanna snuggle yeah?
Honestly, I should have stayed in bed today. Fuck traffic! No more driving from Seattle to Portland! Well you know except to catch my flight to VA this week.
Then eventually I'll have to drive back here!

I'm really starting to look forward to VA. I was kinda on the fence about it before, but things are looking to be more and more fun. My ex might want to come down from PA. I haven't seen that kid in 5 years. He came out to see me when I still lived in VA. Then shortly after he left, everything changed. He kinda helped thru that rough patch. For a long time I think I strung him along, some part of me needed to know that he'd still care about me even when my world was upside down. I think it may just be time for my past to swallow him up and let him become a part of a fading memory. Not that I'm worried about still stringing him along or anything, but I just don't get the point of him coming to see me. I love when writing resolves your questions. Besides if he came down it'd take time from my already crazy schedule.

I wish I had more stuff to say but i don't.

I got a text from my friend last week that went like this "You are FREAKING AWESOME. That is all. Goodnight." I think he may have been drunk when he sent it but that doesn't matter, because i'm FREAKING AWESOME!

that is it.

goodnight.