howdypardner

I'm afraid of losing you, and you're not even mine to lose. I've wondered if I care too much, and if I should try changing that. In a world where no one really cares tho, is it possible to care about another person too much? I don't want to take off running, it's never been my style. I want if nothing else to be there as a friend and help you through this rough patch. If nothing I want to be a friend, because friends mean so much. And well you're pretty fucking rad as well. I also want to talk to her and tell her her to let go of you. I oddly enough want to help her out too. I don't think however she'd be a fan of me. I'll still be here.

-howdy

This is probably what my mind will float to when I'm not busy today. It'll probably be a pins and needles day. Who knows. Maybe I can change that.