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howdypardner

No.VA, Colorado Springs, Heidelberg & Stuttgart Germany.

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Tuesday May 16, 2006

May 16, 2006
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So I saw this today. I thought it had no affect on me. . . .how stupid am I? Yea it's slowly eating away at whatever good mood I had.

Just after mother's day as well.

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I swear I wake up happy every morning. I'm an inherently happy person. It seems that nearly every day the world wears me down and I go to bed sad and questioning if I really will be able to wake up happy.

Don't leave pity comments or sad faces. . . I don't want to hear it. . .

It's just funny that everytime I leave a serious journal people don't know what to say.
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samling:
you want me to bring cute single guys? now if i had that up HERE, i wouldn't need to go down THERE.

and i have a few SGfriends down there. i wanna sit on their faces and wiggle.

or go sing kareoke and show you how we do it up here.
May 18, 2006
samling:
i don't really have any. i love to death a few of the PDX kids. ThrottleBitch wants to come with me, so it'll be me. and a lesbian. maybe the lesbian's girlfriend.
May 18, 2006

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