howdypardner

I told myself many times I was happy way back when. I was so crazy. I don't think being in a relationship makes a person whole, but I was lost without Johnny. It's funny that he was there for me the whole time but I placed him in my 'just friends' category and forgot about it. I am so glad I changed my mind. I hated myself. I was an alcoholic-wannabe.

You need to love yourself before you can let others love you. At least, that's what I learned form the whol ordeal. You should find something you love and hold onto it. Whatever makes you smile can totally be worth it. You have a lovely smile so people should see it. Be happy with youself.