howdypardner

Abraham Lincoln freed the slaves in a way that kept them chained up
I'd like to see
Her take flight into the stars
Instead of letting her fly free they keep her in jars
Instead of letting fly free they keep em in jars
I put my hand to the glass so hard
It might break the prison bars
It isnt hard to see why they keep her captive
Shes naturally attractive
Speaks with adlibs, shes uncommonly talented
Aint enough adjectives to do her dispostion justice
[. . .]
Repeatedly told you aint a fairy, you just a bitch
Just a bitch, with a butt thats thick
So rub your tits, and thrust your hips
And suck my dick, and run your shit, and run your shit, and run your shit
[. . .]
Shes a fairy with broken wings
I used to watch her perform
And if she hears me I hope she sings songs
That had me going right back
Couldn't find anyone in town to talk to
Bout how no one like that
Should be confined to the ground

this song was stuck in my head. I had to come and listen to it. somehow it speaks to me. I say that a lot about music, "it speaks to me." I wish I could be eloquent. I do have my moments. I used to say that words only have power when you give them power. I don't know that I believe that anymore. There is a dormant power in words and when spoken that power is awoken. There are so many things we say without thinking. It's not always bad. I myself have a very low filter. Unless of course I'm talking about myself. Anyhow the point of this. I'm starting to feel weighed by the words people speak about me. Even the words that thier looks speak about me. I need to be done with it and over it. I should be in bed, but my mind's racing and I'm not sure I could sleep right now. I have some digging to do within myself. I'm off on that journey. It'll be an intresting weekend.



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oh and this is just an intresting tidbit

more proof that howdy gets what howdy wants


so i was susposed to go house/dog sit for my brother this weekend, but since his wife, daughter, and the friends they were going to snowmobiling with are all sick that was canceled. I was up really late last night and am super tired now. That and it's been a stressful week. I can't believe I haven't quit my job yet. So I'm going to go pick up some movies and put on pjs and stay in those for as long as possible. Which will be until roughly 9 am tomorrow to go get my brakes fixed, Leave me some love I could use it.