So this past weekend Irene came in and fucked shit up! I just took a hot shower for the first time in three days, and I'm finally inline. My house is still electricless and therefore everything less. To top this all off, I spilled my heart to my ex, who I've beennot with for three months. So now she's with another guy, for two months, and mind you we were together for a year and a half, and she wants to work things out with me, because i did approach her, after she texted me and sparked my though again..I've missed her terribly. I love her so much and I wanted to do anything to make it work. But she's with this other guy..and wants to stay with him, and me be a frind, whom one day she may break up with her current bf and be again with me. Part of me wants that, a larger part is pissed. Why doesn't she get it. I never got over her, and according to her she's never gotten over me. So if she wants to take things slowly fine, but don't be with motherfucker over here who tried to scoop you uo right after things are a little shitty with us..maybe I'm just a fool. I need to some love, and figure out how to deal with this.
I hate you irene.
I hate you irene.
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houndemw:
Yea man, thanks for the sympathies. I can't believe it happened that way, I'm the sucker this time haha. It'll all work out..it sounds like you know what a broken heart feels like, it's just I've had it done this bad...and it's halfway my fault.
xheartswornx:
Life is a big sales pitch, indeed. You have to sell yourself to get by and, well, I don't do that so well. Never wanted to and don't actually plan on it. I'll sell my ideas at no cost and maybe, just maybe, someone will listen and pass on the free information I just tagged them with. Sometimes it takes a few friends to pass on a few words and maybe then something will ignite into something much bigger. Regardless, I'll be pitching my ideas to those willing to listen... a street philosopher of sorts. If anyone wants to, they can hear me, free of charge. If they don't want to listen, nothing against them. I'm going to keep on doing what I do whatever the ending. It was never about the ending, but about the journey.