so its 6am, and im still sobering up, and while my good friend mike is passed out behind me "watching" the movie "without a paddle ... i get back on my attempted quest to find shannon ... and now i just hate myself even more
if i had bothered to actualy look at her yahoo profile, i would have found her livejournal ........ which she lastes posted on FEBUARY 27 ...... over a full damn month AFTER the first time i posted my phone number on here for her to call me if she saw this ...
a MONTH ... i had basicly FIVE weeks between when i first activly tried to get word to her that i wanted to talk to her again and the last time i know she was online ....
i just wanna claw my eyes out for not looking hard enough in the first place ... its this HORRIBLE sinking feeling to see that u could have EASILY gotten back in touch with someone you miss horribly
Shannons just one of those girls who is so easy to love .... the very first day she worked at rainbow i wound up talking to her .....
the seconmd day she was there we were talking like old friends ....
and by the 3rd day our boss was already jelous that i had a better relationship w/ her then he did, lol
that boss ... ricky .... the lil rican bastard still deserves a hard mother fuckin kick to the balls for some of the shit he pulled on me about shannon ... such a back stabber ... if i knew then what i know now i would have left town the day he sold me his 1989 nissan 240sx .... because he wrote me a blank bill of sale (simply signed a piece of paper for me to fill in everything else) .... and he mistakenly signed over the brand new title to his brand new Caddilac CTS ..... not even a thousand mile on it ... keys sitting on his desk and i could make it to maxico w/ a $40K car legaly in my name
well ... anyways .... i just picked through shannons live journal, and she mentioned that "spotts" family lives in canandaigua NY, looked up her last name in that town ..... found only 2 people w/ her last name in that town and they both live together .....husband and wife ...
hopefully they are spots parents .... hopefully i can talk to them tomorrow ....
wish me luck, if this doesnt pan out then im out of options ... if this doesnt pan out i donno what im gonna do besides get realy drunk and hope that it makes me feel better
if i had bothered to actualy look at her yahoo profile, i would have found her livejournal ........ which she lastes posted on FEBUARY 27 ...... over a full damn month AFTER the first time i posted my phone number on here for her to call me if she saw this ...
a MONTH ... i had basicly FIVE weeks between when i first activly tried to get word to her that i wanted to talk to her again and the last time i know she was online ....
i just wanna claw my eyes out for not looking hard enough in the first place ... its this HORRIBLE sinking feeling to see that u could have EASILY gotten back in touch with someone you miss horribly
Shannons just one of those girls who is so easy to love .... the very first day she worked at rainbow i wound up talking to her .....
the seconmd day she was there we were talking like old friends ....
and by the 3rd day our boss was already jelous that i had a better relationship w/ her then he did, lol
that boss ... ricky .... the lil rican bastard still deserves a hard mother fuckin kick to the balls for some of the shit he pulled on me about shannon ... such a back stabber ... if i knew then what i know now i would have left town the day he sold me his 1989 nissan 240sx .... because he wrote me a blank bill of sale (simply signed a piece of paper for me to fill in everything else) .... and he mistakenly signed over the brand new title to his brand new Caddilac CTS ..... not even a thousand mile on it ... keys sitting on his desk and i could make it to maxico w/ a $40K car legaly in my name
well ... anyways .... i just picked through shannons live journal, and she mentioned that "spotts" family lives in canandaigua NY, looked up her last name in that town ..... found only 2 people w/ her last name in that town and they both live together .....husband and wife ...
hopefully they are spots parents .... hopefully i can talk to them tomorrow ....
wish me luck, if this doesnt pan out then im out of options ... if this doesnt pan out i donno what im gonna do besides get realy drunk and hope that it makes me feel better