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I forgot to say this: Ive had a headache for the last 2 days.

but on a positive note i have my full attunement tomorrow by my Reiki instructor, and yes I am excited. I just hope this neck and head pain leaves me before 2:00 tomorrow. She said to be prepared because it is a beautiful ceremonysmile

any ideas on a hairstyle for me...
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mellisa:
what was lol
mellisa:
i know lol i was tryin to get the rollins to post but it was too big so i waschanging it.

thanks ya. im glad you all liked it.

i write outside, alot. inside blocks me.

did you watch the vader thing yet? its the thing by the stuff i wrote about alisa lol
watch it
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Didnt do too much. Sundays are like that! I am going to watch Last Days again. It was sad to me but I liked the film alot. I also rented MirrorMask. Now this film is so bizarre that I didnt know what was up or down, but I only got half way through the movie before falling asleep.

I drove around the Twin Cities today,...
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frisinator:
MirrorMask is probably one of the best movies I have ever seen.
silveronthetree:
Nice new pic, slightly sad, but i guess that refelects your mood a little.

I was talking about Turkish men smile

Keep that job smile

Sometimes with poems the statement is true at the time. I loved it though, and it gets you thinking smile
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weekends make me depressed because noone wants to play with me frown

eating strawberries smile rented some movies, Last Days bc Jordan recomended it way back, ty.

I drove, but lets face it, its been along time since ive been behind the wheel, so cation is in order. the main thing is this i am free from that lame warrant. And i got a court date set...
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mrmuller:
Did someone say Michael Pitt? biggrin

So yea, no one wants to play with me either, don't feel bad. Although, I don't know how that's supposed to make you feel better.
riva:
Love Michael Pitt...Hedwig and the Angry Inch is one of my favorite movies ever!

Did you get your package yet, dahhhling? biggrin

I love that new profile pic - did you arrange the lighting like that on purpose, or did it just turn out that way?
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cck this out weird and weirder:

My fortune said this, lol:
You are an angel! beware of those who collect feathers!

apparently my feathers are being plucked with out my knowing, doesnt that go along the same lines as mistaking kindness for weakness or friends who use other friends, uhhuh!

so i am all alone on another friday night. as soon as my kids leave...
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z_x_silas:
thank you I will have one hell of a time tonight. I hope your days are just as merry.
biggrin biggrin EL SUICIDO LOCO biggrin biggrin

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mellisa:
you silly girl, those are the lyrics of that song i sent you. Joan Armatrading.

altho if i had wrote i would truly be talented, thanks for thinkin i could write somethin that profound.

my father sent me pictures of him and my little sister who looks exactly like me when i was 10. its wierd havin a sster 16 years younger, but cool too.

my father, on the other hand, well now i know where i got my looks. i never looked anything like my mom or her family, in any way. and thats because i look exactly like my father. well, a girly version anyway!

Now, question is, how long do i wait to call him and say i got these. if at all. god in a way i wish he just hadnt come back. everything was simple , now its complicated and shit.
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You are beauty's inner reflection, of mercy, you rose from the deep and saved my broken spirit.
Like a puzzle you put me together...a pillar of strength. My heart consumed by love and desire for you I search and weep at the inevitable belief that i will lose you, to be taken back into the mist, like a dream, as if that was all you...
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paleenchantress:
i LOVE your writing ! you are very inspirational and soooooo sweet !! Im going to email you right now kiss
silveronthetree:
Update soon matey, not on for long, but thanks loads for you message. Sometimes I can tactless it and I`m glad your kind enough to set me straight. smile

Loads of pics and a walk through Paris coming up on Mondy. smile
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well i took a bunch of silly pics...the sexy ones, i shouldnt post for ovbious reasons, but it doesnt mean i dont take them, and share them with my closest freinds, hehe kiss kiss
So i dont know why, i like this pic, but it represents my mood today confused whatever
Cant wait to go to amsterdam. i am now searching for a true companion to go with me....
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medeia:
smile Thanxs!!!
Hei... Amsterdan! Nice! smile
silveronthetree:
See that someone gave the answersmile

Hope my message to you wasn`t out of place.

If you`re going to amsterdam, I might be up for a day there. I have customers there that I could pretend to see, or if the timing is right, I could actually see them. When where you thinking of going? Do you smoke?

Anyway send you lots of love.

And, don`t be telling us about sexy pics you won`t post wink
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This is my daughters new poem:

Poetry hides in Zodiacs meow also in the waters splash.
Behind the eyes of people horses prancing through a silver storm, and also dancing gracefully across the memories of time. Deep inside the heart is beating super fast and cant catch the air, that is what the earth desires.


A dirge for her, the doubly dead, in that she...
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cookie101x:
nah, kids arent my thing..i already have a good job for now,im just concerned about after college..thanks though smile
silveronthetree:
Best of luck with the love part.

You cat sounds great, shame he`s left the house. We have a `man of the house` too, and its not our dog wink

I`m gonna message you about turkish men.

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I a m laptopless! update! i captured one of the rats, its definately a rat and not a mouse....i am totally and officially grossed out now. my landlord told me to throw it away, are you crazy....i got evidence now, LMAO!

As stated, I was on the brink of discovering that my new laptop is a peice of shit... smile

Anyway, Im thinking of returniing it,...
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beledi:
you are a wonderful lady to move on like that.
silveronthetree:
Lovely new profile pic smile
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Perhaps things will get better soon, thank god/dess for reiki and hypnosis, because i would be weaving a basket somewhere in a padded room i think! Anyway, I knew I had a mouse, maybe two, wrongo....try RATS...now i have never had a rodent problem, other than a few men i may have found along the way , lol! I am so disgusted. It was on...
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katyana:
My house has practically radioactive size spiders living in the downstairs studio. Creepy! I hope you enjoyed Harry Potter, I havn't gotten a chance to see the new one -let me know if its any good?
silveronthetree:
You don`t need friends like that, she1`ll apologise eventually when she needs some more cash.

Enjoy the film smile
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Ok, it is time to vent! I am so weary of users. They are every where. Even those people who have inspired me to help them have used me.

Ok, so this friend of mine asked me for a favor early in the week, which required my credit card...it was only 22$, but she assured me that come friday she would pay me back. Then...
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patchouli:
Wow, loaning someone money is a pretty big deal. I would do it for most of my friends. But most people, have a hard time asking for or accepting a friend-loan. A point of pride perhaps.
OMG, Gerard Butler is Hotty McHot-hot.
burningkrome:
Sorry to hear about your frustration.

Thats why I never loan to friends. If they need, I just give it as a gift. If they are a good friend, they will give something back when they can.

She is ignoring you because she is embarrassed...not out of disdain. For whatever reason (intentional abuse, or inability) she cannot repay you, knows she ultimately used you, and is now too embarrassed to look you in the eye. However, that does not smack of a true user...as a true user has no fear of looking you in the eye and will continue to ask for more until you eventually say fuck off.

It would be a shame to lose a friend over $60. The best thing you could do, to allow her to save face, would be to ask her for help with something she could do without cash, but that has at least a $60 value (like help paint, or clean the garage.) Dont mention the money, that is not the point. The point is...when one person is always taking, and never has the opportunity to give, that person will eventually fall away from shame.