So I am on a running streak of misfortune again.
It started this weekend. Im having horrible mood swings, like demonic possesion, im just not in control at times of my emotions, lol.
Anyway after the party on Sunday I was sitting at my computer looked down on my sweater and there was a full grown lice chilling there. I freaked : someone brought lice...
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It started this weekend. Im having horrible mood swings, like demonic possesion, im just not in control at times of my emotions, lol.
Anyway after the party on Sunday I was sitting at my computer looked down on my sweater and there was a full grown lice chilling there. I freaked : someone brought lice...
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it seems that when all hope is gone there is nothing left but to be fooled by the passage of time...
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silveronthetree:
Do send it mate 
billyfivecrows:
Wasn't "hope" the final "evil" left in Pandora's Box?
Then... hope is evil...?
Maybe it should be gone. Or contained lest it become projection.
Expectation is a resentment waiting to happen(?)
Hm. Might be something to these questions. Thanks for getting me thinking.
And thank you for the birthday wishes! It was a nice day.
-c.
Then... hope is evil...?
Maybe it should be gone. Or contained lest it become projection.
Expectation is a resentment waiting to happen(?)
Hm. Might be something to these questions. Thanks for getting me thinking.
And thank you for the birthday wishes! It was a nice day.
-c.
Well I usually do not remember my dreams. But this one is worthing writing about. Often I dream about being stuck in a school, never leaving, but usually its a normal looking school, like modern. The ppl are normal too.
Anyways this dream was so different I really thought it was happening and everything, including the ppl seemed so real.
I noticed right away that...
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Anyways this dream was so different I really thought it was happening and everything, including the ppl seemed so real.
I noticed right away that...
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billyfivecrows:
That is truly a freaky dream! Wow. Glad they didn't get ya and keep ya there!
Strange... several times a year I dream about being in school, but I'm the age a I am now, and it's a feeling like I HAVE to be there.
I quit highschool (twice, actually!
) so I guess it's just about unfinished business and all of that.
Any ideas as to what your dream might mean?
(Oh...congrats on the lowered fines and all that with court! Yes... miracles do happen!
Love to ya
-c.)
Strange... several times a year I dream about being in school, but I'm the age a I am now, and it's a feeling like I HAVE to be there.
I quit highschool (twice, actually!
) so I guess it's just about unfinished business and all of that.
Any ideas as to what your dream might mean?
(Oh...congrats on the lowered fines and all that with court! Yes... miracles do happen!
Love to ya
-c.)
fred:
interesting dream.
I have sometimes have a recurring dream where there's a class at school that I've forgotten about and I'm really behind. Then I have to run around and try and find the class.
interesting dream.
I have sometimes have a recurring dream where there's a class at school that I've forgotten about and I'm really behind. Then I have to run around and try and find the class.
Got court today! I find out what my fine or sentence will be, no worries, i know im not doin any jail time 
The weather has been so beautiful here in the Twin Cities. I love the changing of the seasons. Its not the same though, as when I was younger. Global warming!
My sons birthday party is on Sunday. We are trying to decide...
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The weather has been so beautiful here in the Twin Cities. I love the changing of the seasons. Its not the same though, as when I was younger. Global warming!
My sons birthday party is on Sunday. We are trying to decide...
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The mother of love, the mother of earth, the mother of suffering and birth...The mother of strife and nothing nice...the mother of everyday bliss and those first lips to kiss...The mother of karma, without disdain, for the mother of all is the love of pain. To bare it all is our one true gift, and through this life my soul does lift. The mother I...
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puddincat:
hi gorgeous
puddincat:
I saw it, and loved it
well today i made beef jerky
i am eating leftovers, my kids think I suck for that...
i love it when its stormy but its sunny too, thats the kind of day we are having
I know I havent been talking too much to anyone, but its nothing personal. Ill be getting back to that. The weather makes me want to enjoy the outdoors
i am eating leftovers, my kids think I suck for that...
i love it when its stormy but its sunny too, thats the kind of day we are having
I know I havent been talking too much to anyone, but its nothing personal. Ill be getting back to that. The weather makes me want to enjoy the outdoors
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gothikai:
i wish i could enjoy the outdoors more. have fun.
puddincat:
happy mommy's day.......................................
I am so blah blah blah tonight whatever that means 
I am so blah blah blah tonight
whatever that means got the fuckin blas again
that crazy lady that attacked me was at the bus stop. I didnt even know it was her at first. I dont even think she has beeen served. Oh, well...and people ask me why I hate the law and all the fake ass shit that goes along with it.
Social injustice....dont even get me started.
Anyway...at least the sun shines...
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that crazy lady that attacked me was at the bus stop. I didnt even know it was her at first. I dont even think she has beeen served. Oh, well...and people ask me why I hate the law and all the fake ass shit that goes along with it.
Social injustice....dont even get me started.
Anyway...at least the sun shines...
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koala:
I am so sorry you have the blahs again...And this crazy lady is really pissing me off. I do hope they serve her...Whatever, I believe in karma and what goes around comes around, so I know she will get hers....
How are you doing otherwise? Long time no talk beautiful. I hope all is well!
How are you doing otherwise? Long time no talk beautiful. I hope all is well!
jordan:
huh? what crazy lady? sorry i haven't visited your journal in a bit.
hugs to you. and kisses too.
hugs to you. and kisses too.
So I guess Its time for an update, hehe.
I want to say thank you to all of you who wished me well and had "doctors" advice for me. I finally feel like my old self, accept for the occasional stomach cramps.
Since I got beat up I had my ex here, the abuser I lived with for 9 years. After this two weeks of...
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I want to say thank you to all of you who wished me well and had "doctors" advice for me. I finally feel like my old self, accept for the occasional stomach cramps.
Since I got beat up I had my ex here, the abuser I lived with for 9 years. After this two weeks of...
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puddincat:
how are you?
silveronthetree:
ok matey
ok, it started saturday night, puked for 4 hours or so. I ate again sunday night thinking It would be ok, puked again for hours. Monday dry heaves, feels like all my organs are missing or displaced.
I have never been this sick in my life
Today is Tuesday I still feel empty, and nauseated. Shaking still. I want to eat but dont know if...
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I have never been this sick in my life
Today is Tuesday I still feel empty, and nauseated. Shaking still. I want to eat but dont know if...
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puddincat:
feel better sweetie pie
prophetnoise:
Fluids and vitamin C. Maybe extremely high doses of Ecchinechea (sp?) I use the kind in grain alcohol with goldenseal or some shit like that. They say to dilute it in tea or water, but i just pour the eyedropper out under my tongue and let it absorb for a minute, then swallow it. Tastes like shit might i add.
And rest. Lots of rest.
Fluids and vitamin C. Maybe extremely high doses of Ecchinechea (sp?) I use the kind in grain alcohol with goldenseal or some shit like that. They say to dilute it in tea or water, but i just pour the eyedropper out under my tongue and let it absorb for a minute, then swallow it. Tastes like shit might i add.
And rest. Lots of rest.
So friday night my frind came over for awhile. Then around 11:45, the man showed up. It was weird to say the least. I still enjoy his company so much. It wasnt too painful, this time. In fact I mad ea giant pizza roll, amazed him with my culinary talents. We talked for along time. I finally understood him, and he me, i think so...
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koala:
Sounds like you are doing well. Smiling is the best. I have been doing that a lot this weekend!
I hope all is well with you lovely. How are things otherwise?
I hope all is well with you lovely. How are things otherwise?
graveyard:
you keep a smile on. it's the only thing that cost nothing.
it's the only thing that cost nothing.
Have a good day.
First off, congrats! That is such wonderful news! Second, thank you so much for the lovely compliment! Lastly, I wanna see pics of your pink hair! I bet it looks so gorgeous!
Hope you are doing well!