hotpinkauras

Ok....i got the call, my job has been terminated. I dont know what to do or say, i just want to fade away, into black or in between, fading out like my old blue jeans, i feel that this is just another test, a test of my patience and my ability to persevere. Ok....now i need to think, and maybe make a few drinks, then take 40 winks...time to blink back the tears, and suck it up, cause this is just one of those moments where you want to scream, but no sound comes out....

Does anyone have any words of wisdom for me or any ideas? if there wernt 4 little ones dependent on me i wouldnt even care but now im not sure what to do. I am trying to decide whether to go to school and get the licence or get my money back, and move and hope for the best, shrugs...

Blaming the shadows
sins of time fade into black
sharing the glory

Beautiful woman, you spread your shining face
across the sky...
your dark hair flows, shimmering like a ravens wing

How are all the happy dumplings today I got issues but i dont care, lol. Life is all about thoughts and intention.

I got my new stove/oven. So now I am going to cook my stuffed peppers and cabbage rolls. And enjoy a day alone in my little rat infested hole and be happy. I am missing a few things but soon I will find them..still looking for the trail of breadcrumbs, but i dont mind wandering the forest for a while