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So it is 5 am---didnt sleep a wink---insomnia sucks!

attempt at happier haiku;

Feet plundering on
desolate rampage; so march
strive for victory

Here is something: my friends cousin, ten yrs old got killed by a hit and run driver. He is ojibwe. i love this language. It is beautiful, they have no cuss words. It is delightful to hear it spoken.

this is the boys native name: Waa se yaa na quad

translation : Clouds seperating to give light

how absolutely wonderful. A child could not have a better name. anyway, I did not know him, but the death of a child is never fair, i just wanted to share his wondrful name given to him by his elders.

i am watching lame videos now, wishing, o so bad that i could sleep! I am officially single now...not sure what to do with myself now. A road trip is in order, of that I am certain.

Girl on a mission. She drives, heading East. The road is long but the music pumps; techno train and avril Lavigne. Her only company is her thoughts...wondering why this life is so strange. each lesson learned is prepration for the next one to come. untouchable, unreachable heart---intention is the key.
This is why love never finds me...huh, i wonder, as i brush my hair, only one hand on the steering wheel. i look into the mirror..i see the fading lines of the highway, disappearing into the distant miles...going backwards, and then forwards through time...being pulled into the past, but drawn to the future...thoughts that continually spill over the edges of the canyon of my mind, erupting, into a shiver along my spine...i drove, only to meet you, for this is living in the moment, what I always do....careless or not, what does it matter...i am a free-flowing spirit, and once my light touches the other side of time and space, of which nothing can replace...the answers come...i am not meant to love only one...and i will never truly be alone!

I'm a bitch, im a lover, im a child, im a mother...im a sinner Im a Saint...

i have been working on a quote book? what is your favorite quote? I have many but her is a new one i added to my list!

The most violent element is society's ignorance. aho!

what a marvelous gift i have been given, lol...the ability to bounce back like jello...oohh that sounds fun, laying in jello!